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his arms stilled wrapped around me tighter than before, guess he is worried I'm going to run off again.( how'd you sleep) I hear mins voice softly say beside my ear, his warm breathe hits and spreads hear up and down my body." I slept well wat bout u" a grunt escapes hjs mouth, ( I slept well) he turns me toward him, ( can you only be mine) min says with a serious voice," min the others won't like that" I manage to say( am I not good enough) his words confuse me" ur good enough ur perfect its you all agreed to share" his brows lower," min I would love to be only urs" l than say yes they can deal) I rush forward and kiss him, his lips taste better for some reason, his face is a little shaded since it's dark out, but I can tell he is happy. ( well get some sleep..) he says while kissing the back of my neck, his warm kisses leave a trace of heat on my neck, " you have something else in mind do u"i ask knowing his response ( of course) his hands trace my hips " can we wait until the moring" I say I'm to tired to actually do anything( of course) my eyes wink shut.
early in the morning
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I slowly awake, I hear nothing but yelling and arguing * min she's isn't just ur u don't get that choice. ( says who) I slowly make my way to the door and throw it open" your right it's my choice" I say not knowing were my bravery came from. all the guys look at me in awe " stop fighting over stupid s**t like this, it's pointless," namjoon stands * tell min we're sharing u pls.* his statement angers me," stop... stop.. stop I will decide and I choose" I paused knowing that if I choose min I will lose my protection from them, and if I choose all of them I'll lose min. something changes in me. I run out the door tripping head over heels down the stairs barging out the door, im not dressed in nearly enough clothes, a pair of butt shorts and a silk crop top no shoes, it's still pretty dark out. my body falls to the ground with my head in my knees crying nasty sobs,- what do I do, I kept thinking, this is way to much for me to bare. my face gets whiplash by the wind while the river is quite and peaceful, someone's hands scare me,( shh it's me min,) I lay my head on his shoulder and slowly fall asleep.