Bakit ko nga ba sinabi ang mga pinagsasabi ko kay Aqua .... Omygosh!
Sometimes I really hate my mouth!
Pero totoo naman.... Ayaw ko sa ugali ko.... Kung magsusungit lang naman kasi ako... O magagalit.... Huwag nang makonsensya kapag nagawa na diba?
Kidding....
"Are you okay?" Pao asked...
"I'm fine.."
Nasa cafeteria kami ngayong tatlo ni Angela, kumakain ng lunch... Anyway, I spaced out again .....
"I can't believe that Sir Klaus was the Legendary Warlock." We heard the other nobles said... They're sitting across our table...
"I will agree with her." Angela whisper...
"Who wouldn't be surprise with that anyway?" Pao said...
Me? Hehehehe
"I heard that he likes Her Highness, Princess Athena."
"It's obvious. He's always with her when they're here at the Academy."
"He looks young but still... What is he? A pedophile?"
I stilled.... What?
Hindi ko alam na maririnig ko ang mga 'to....
"A pedo.. Isn't it too much?" Ulit ni Pao sa sinabi ng kabilang table....
"You're right but I can't disagree with them." Angela said. "He's the Legendary warlock.... Her highness is just the same age as us. The long age gap is just." Angela didn't continue her words...
I don't know what to say... I was silent... Hindi ko gusto yung pinagsasabi nila tungkol kay Klaus....
"But he's handsome tho." Angela added...
"That's right! He is handsome." I said...
I shall protect you Klaus!
"What's with the glare, Milady?" Pao asked...
I raised my brow. "Duh? ... Klaus is a legendary warlock..."
Hindi ko alam kong makukuha ba nila ang punto ko kapag nag explain ako.... Since magulo din naman kasi akong mag explain!
They will still call him a pedophile even after I explained.... Aren't they?
"An Immortal won't die due to old age... We have ancient subject for a reason."
I'm still annoyed.... It's my male lead.... Klaus intention to Athena is pure....
No one should dare to badmouth my characters....
I maybe bad at writing... But I love my characters and they are precious to me...
"An Immortal like him was only destined to one person and if the person dies... They will wait for their beloved to get reincarnate again. Pagtuon kamo kag pagbasa libro no?"
(Mag aral kayo at magbasa ng libro no?)
Tumayo na ako ... "I will skipped the class today." Paalam ko at umalis na...
Naiinis pa din ako ano ba!
Umuwi ako sa dorm na bad mood.... dumiritso ako sa kwarto kahit nakita ko na si Aqua sa living room...
I put my bag on the floor and throw myself on the bed.... I closed my eyes habang nakayakap sa unan...
Hindi naman nila ako lalayuan right? Omygosh! I sound so mean when I said that!
Pero kasi.....
It's the same when I read the comment yesterday... About how weak the female lead and the person who comment that said he/she doesn't like it...
I just remember Alliah.... Since she's actually emotionally and mentally weak.... And the story was focused on her and how she always wants to die...
I don't know... I just might block the people who will call her weak... I mean... Yes she's weak but... That's because of her past experiences in life...
Since us... people will never understand the depth of the broken people's pain when we didn't experience what they experience....
This is why we shouldn't judge anyone too... Tho I'm judgemental myself too and
I hate it... Tho I keep my judgement to myself somehow?but still.... or a friend will comment about someone that I also see the annoying behaviour they're talking about then I will also began— sometimes since I'm not talkative— sharing about the behaviour of the person we are talking about.... And I really hate that behaviour of mine.....
I Feel guilty for doing that but again... I will do it again ...
And I really need to keep in mind that depression can't be seen....
The fidgeting.. The sudden shaking... Spacing out... Had trouble sleeping and the constant worry they experience and suddenly the tears will just come out...
Since I... Myself experience that....
Tho I don't know if I'm really depressed or what since hindi naman ako nagpapakonsulta....
But I know that I'm anxious when something or someone makes me feel that way ...
Anxiety is not a joke.
"What's wrong with you?" Kanina pa si Aqua sa tabi ko pero ngayon lang siya nagsalita....
I stared at his golden eyes.... His eyes is really pretty.
"Some nobles called Klaus a Pedophile."
"Serves him for destroying this world."
I pressed my lips together....
"I'm kidding." Bawi nito.... "Is that all? You can tell me. I mean... I am your lover after all...."
"You see... Wait what?" I stare at him.....
What Lover!!? Hoy! Anong lover? Bakit hindi ako nainform?
Akala ko ba nasa 'Taking Responsibility of My feelings if I fall' stage pa lang?
Hindi ko man lang alam na nasa 'Lover' stage na kami!
"Are we not?"
Hindi ko alam ang isasagot ko dahil hindi ko naman alam na nasa lover stage na tayo?
Paladesisyon yarn?
Though... It's not bad ...
Bakit hindi uso yung ligaw ligaw ng mga lalaki dito? Bakit kasi take responsibility agad? Babae ba ang mga 'to? ?
"El... Aren't we lovers?" He said with his innocent and handsome look..... Tho he still looks cold sometimes but he became... A softy...
It just makes my heart thump for a reason I didn't know...
Aqua POV
Umuwi siya na hindi man lang ako pinansin? She didn't even greet me!
Sinundan ko siya sa kwarto.... Well, there is really something wrong when she's like this... What went wrong when she's at school? She even skip the afternoon class and just lie on her bed... Spacing out...
I sat on the bed.... Staring at her...
What's wrong??? Hey! What's wrong????
She even frown then back to normal again and spaced out......
I lie on the bed.... I continue to stare at her...
She even sigh!
Umusog ako ng unti papalapit sa kanya.....
She just glance at me but didn't even talk....
Is that how you supposed to treat your lover?
I mean... You can hug me so I can comfort you.... Not just lie there and ignore me.....?
Okay.
"What's wrong with you?" Tanong ko at umusog ulit papalapit sa kanya kasi sa gilid ako ng kama unang pumwesto para humiga....
She stared directly in my eyes.... My heart is happy now... She have me, so why trouble herself on her problems when she can rely on me.
"Some nobles called Klaus a Pedophile."
Klaus? Klaus Laflamme? .... Why... Why would she worry about him!
"Serves him for destroying this world." I said.
Why would you even bother to think about his problems!— well... I guess........
I saw her pressed her lips....
Ah.... Well! I mean! You can think about his problems!
"I'm kidding." Binawi ko ang sinabi ko.... "Is that all? You can tell me. I mean... I am your lover after all...."
You can just think of me... Yeah?
"You see... Wait what?" She stared at me....
Did I said something wrong? ... We are lovers! Why.... Huh! Ha.ha!
She didn't know?
"Are we not?"
Tumitig lang siya sakin na parang hindi alam kung ano ang isasagot sakin....
So! Hindi nga niya alam?!
"El... Aren't we lovers?"
Well.... Yes! I guess not.... It's fine... I don't want to force her to be my lover right now.... But she will say yes.....
"Aqua."
"Yes?"
Her voice is so cute and it seems like she's about to cry sometimes... Except for when she's cussing and laughing and when someone makes her comfortable....
"So we are in the 'Lovers' stage now?" She asked...
Lovers stage???? What is that? Stage what?
"What do you mean?"
"Omygosh! I can't believe that a guardian can be slow too hahahaha."
Did she forget what she's thinking earlier?
Huwag na kasing problemahin si Klaus.... Kaya non ang sarili niya.... Sinira nga 'tong mundong 'to!
"I'm not slow... You just said something that people that lives here cannot understand."
She stopped laughing and pout her lips....
Is that an invitation?
Calm yourself aqua!
Anyway.... I shouldn't have said that.... But she needs to know....
El sometimes forgot that our world is different from hers.... And we need time to decipher her words....
Like how she uses the word Yarn....
Bobo yarn? Tanga yarn? Gwapo yarn? Sungit yarn?
We know it as a yarn.... A yarn that used in knitting! But not an expression!
I move closer to her... I wrapped my arms on hers and intertwined our hands.
"I'm sorry but I really need to say what I said." I whisper.
El smiled at me... "Okay lang." She use her free hand to pat my head... The corner of my lips lift.
"In the real world... There are different kind of stages.... One is the talking stage... in that stage, the men and women get to know each other.." she explained.
(Correct me if I'm wrong hehe)
"There's also the Ghosting stage... Bigla na lang hindi magpaparamdam yung kausap mo hahahaha"
Shorty talks about different stages ....
"Actually there is a lot of stages... be it In dating or in Relationship and love... Pero mahihirapan akong e-explain kasi hindi naman ako expert sa mga ganyang bagay...."
"Why?"
"Because I'm not focused in that kind of things when I was in the real world."
"No one courts you?" She glared at me.... "Right...."
I want to be her first.
"Dito lang naman hindi uso yung courtship stage no?"
Should I be guilty with what she said?
"We are lovers now...."
"Who decide that?" She said and didn't even let me finish my words...
"Me? .... You are my lover and I am yours.... I'm gonna court you everyday."
El shorty stared at me.... And when her slow brain process my words.... Her face turn red.....
Such a cutie...
I leaned closer and kiss her cheek...
"You can't blame me with that... You're so cute." I said smiling...
"Aqua!" She widen her eyes and trying to threat me..... And she even secretly wipe her cheek... Not a secret anymore!
and Oh wow... I'm scared....
I just love seeing her like that.... Because I know..... Based on her expression of course.... That no one did the way I treat her....
I wonder if I Should I be happy with that? Because I am...
I can treat her better than those men she met.... But...
"Why did you wipe away my kiss?"
"I did not! I wipe the saliva! Not your kiss." She said and wipe her hand on my arm.... She look disgusted...
What..... She hates saliva?
But we already kissed? Our saliva even mixed!
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