YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE (BxB) (COMPLETE)

Never truly ready

~LENNY~

We've been in Leo's car for about 5 minutes. No one has said a word. I don't know what to say. I don't know why Ben is doing this. My very first relationship and that asshole wants to ruin it for me. I was never close to him, so why does he have any kind of interest in my life? Why does he care who I do or do not date, it's none of his business.

But I'll say this. It hurt just a tiny bit when he said I'm nothing to him. And I don't even know why it hurt. I know I'm nothing to him. Hell, I even wonder how he knows my name.

Can we kiss forever by kira starts to play on the radio. I lean into the seat and let the song soak in. There is something about this song that always tugs at my heart strings. The words. The sensations behind the words, behind the voice.

The strength of love. The intensity of just being with the person you adore. Trying to hold on, to reach out to the senselessness of being with the one you love.

I try to reach you I can't hide.

How strong the feeling when we dive.

Accross the ocean of my mind.

All my senses intensifies whenever you and I we dive.

"I see this is the kind of song you like. You look like you're enjoying it way too much." Leo smirks, glancing my way before looking back at the road.

I hum, "yep. I love it. It makes me feel like falling in love." I say, my voice barely above a whisper with how high I am from the song and Leo's thick voice. I know he heard me when he chuckles. Goddess, why does everything he does have to be so sensual, even if he doesn't mean to sound that way? It's like his voice tickles my ears, whiles his scent tickles my nose. It's all making me feel funny.

"Babe, you okay?" He asks. His palm is sweaty, making the wheels wet. He looks.. nervous.

"I should be asking you that. Not the other way around." I say with a smirk, my eyes on his face that's slightly glistening with sweat.

"Are you nervous Leo?" I ask, but it's clear I know the answer to that. He chuckles nervously, trying to discreetly wipe his wet palm on his jeans, then rub the back of his neck.

"Is it that obvious?" He asks, looking very smug now. No sign of him being nervous.

"You're good. But I saw how sweaty your palm was. You're nervous." I state wiping that smug look clean of his face while I spot on one of mine.

"Yh. I'm a bit nervous." He admits, his eyes linger longer than normal on my throat. I have been noticing that lately. How his eyes will be stuck on my throat. How he lightly licks his pink lips. How his eyes will turn scarlet just for a second before changing back. He wants my blood. He's craving it, I know. And I don't know if I'm stupid or foolish for not fearing the fact that a vampire wants to suck my blood, but instead I am looking forward to it.

"Why? It's just me isn't it?" I ask. Ignoring the need to jump his bones.

"That's the reason why. Were going to be alone. Just us. Alone." He says, his eyes habour desire and want. Making it as clear as day that he wants to f**k me. Just thinking about it makes me shiver and my heart beat just a little bit faster. Where from all this s****l tension? I thought I was not this s****l. I mean I am s****l. Heck who doesn't like s*x. It's just I think I might like it too much after trying it with him.

"Are you scared?" He asks, his body tensed.

"Of what?" I ask with a frown. If he's talking about me being scared of him, then I'm not. I'm like him, not the same species but also a supernatural. I think I can handle myself. I'm not a weak human.

"Being alone with me. Are you afraid of being alone with me?" He asks.

"No. Why would I be? I'm just curious as to what will happen. Even though I feel like jumping your bones right now. But I'm not afraid of being alone with you." I honestly reply. My hand finding one of his as he drives with the other. He lets out a sigh of relief, his lips pull up into a smile as he gives my hand a little squeeze.

"So, you want to jump my bones huh?" He asks with a sly and playful smile. But I know better. His eyes speak volumes of the heat in his cold body.

"Don't you?" I ask instead. Then smirk when he groans and nibbles on his bottom lips. His hips moving just slightly on his seat. Seeing him all hot and bothered like this makes me needy.

"I think we should stop talking about things like that for a while." He whispers out, his eyes swirling with red.

"Yh. I think so too. I'm getting a bit horny, and that ain't good." I whisper, but smirk when he groans at my words. He suddenly parks the car, making me frown a bit.

"Come here babe." He says, or more like commands. As hot as that sounds, I don't think I like the commanding tone in his voice. My wolf likes him, but he also doesn't like his tone.

"I think I will, if you ask nicely." I say leaning away from him with a frown, my hand slipping out of his. And he looks like he doesn't like it. But he sighs and tries to smile the asks, "please babe, will you come?" This guy is very sly and extremely seductive. His siren-like voice, makes me drool. The pheromones he's letting out makes me feel like going crazy.

"Leo.." I warn. Instead of asking nicely as I said, he's trying to seduce me with his voice and smell.

"Please." He whispers, his eyes needy and yearning. I sigh and unbuckle my seat belt before getting on his laps as he leans into his seat to make room for me.

His hand goes around my waist. His nose buried in my neck as he sucks on my skin, making my already prominent bulge fully erect.

I moan at the sparks that litter my skin. At how cold he is, contracting with how warm I am. My fingers dig into his hair, keeping his lips on my skin. He hums against me as he grinds his d**k on my ass. Goddess, I wonder how he'll feel naked under my touch. Mm... I going too far with my imagination.

"Kiss..kiss me." I stammer, feeling the need to have his lips on mine. It takes less than a second for his lips to slam onto mine, so soft. I moan and open my mouth for his invasion, meeting his tongue. He groans as his hand goes over my ass, kneading it firmly, grinding my hips onto him. I feel like blowing up.

You see my ass is a bit rounder than a guys own. It bubbly too. I used to be a bit insecured with that part of me. But I grew to like it, and I think Leo likes it too.

We draw away from the kiss, with me panting for air like I was drowning. But drowning with ecstasy right now. However, Leo looks as if he's not as breathless as me.

"Why do you look so unaffected?" I ask.

"Oh, trust me babe, I'm far from being just affected." He groans, grinding his noticeably hard d**k on my ass.

"You don't seem so breathless." I say.

"I'm okay with or without oxygen that's why." He says with a smirk then capturing my lips one more time.

"When are we getting to your place?" I ask with my nose in his throat.

"We're here." He says. That's when I realize we're parked infront of his house. It looks just like it did.

"You ready?" He asks.

"No one is ever truly ready." I say instead.