love me for the last time

LOVE ME FOR THE LAST TIME “I always see them chancing me from my dreams. I’m I secured! I do not know why I see them so close, it really bothers me. I knew very well I was not supposed to give them the pen drive with all the information on it. I’m rich now but not free, hiding from these scoundrels is not going to help me at all. The thought of leaving things behind is going to ruin me. What should I do”? Tasha speaking to her psychologist deeply and confused. Psychologist: “Tasha, I want you to take deep breath….. In and out”. Let’s start; innnnnnnnn……. Tasha breaths in deeply. Psychologist: Outtttt ……. Tasha breaths out deeply. Immediately after the out breathe, there was a knock on the psychologist door. ‘Knock! Knock!! Knock!!! May I come in?’ It was her assistant Michael. Handsome, tall and very courageous guy. The stare and gaze between him and I made my heart skip. Right after my appointment with the psychologist, I met him outside the office. The whole scene was as if he was waiting for me .Well, I was walking briskly to my car and then he called: “Miss ….. Madam” … I turned and looked at him smiling; thinking he was about to chat with me, to my surprise he said: DIALOGUE; Michael: Excuse me, your pen fell on the floor; try to close the bag well next time. With an angry face, I said ‘ok’ thank you and then I drove my car to the house. TASHA’S RESIDENCE; Five body guards guarding the house. Two beautiful girls came out of the house. Benedicta and Glory laughing and hurried to hug their mother. ‘Mummy, you are welcome’. The two said. Tasha: Thank you, my beautiful girls. I hope you two behaved yourselves very well. The girls replied: Yes mummy, we did. Tasha: Where is your uncle? The girls replied: He is in his room. Tasha: Ok! Let’s go inside and play. After playing with the girls and eating, I laid them to sleep and went into his room, Derrick, my late husband’s brother. DIALOGUE; Tasha: how have you been? Derrick: Are you expecting me to be ok after leaving the house and not speaking to me. Look stop blaming me for my brother’s death, all am asking from you is to give me some time, so I Could catch those people who took the pen drive from you and killed my brother. If we get the drive, we can then submit that evidence so they find the other people involved too guilty. Tasha: ok I have heard .now come closer; The two came closer to each other, kissed and felt each other, tongue to tongue, body on each other and had s*x. In the morning, they woke up as if nothing had happened. Tasha went to her work place, took the girl’s to school and Derrick went to his house. Derrick had a wife and one beautiful daughter, he and his wife had separated for some time and Derrick had been in a one year relationship with me secretly. Derrick goes out of the house and comes in whenever he wants to, just to see his daughter. Tasha speaking to herself; Indeed a dangerous game, that am playing for some reason, I feel as if, Derrick is responsible for his brother’s death. Ways to prove it, I do not know, all I enjoy from Derrick is the hard s*x, he gives me. My late husband, he did not even have time to take care of me, as a woman, all I felt was emptiness but Derrick‘s touch makes me want more and more. I will get to the bottom of this matter but before I do, I have to play along with Derrick make him believe me that I know he cannot kill his brother, then I will be free forever. Recap: Before I met my husband, Derrick was my class mate, he had love me from basic five, at lease, I taught we were kids then, and so we did not have any relationship until I fled to abroad, there I met my soul mate, Maxwell, my late husband, we got married abroad and came back to Ghana with one child, a year later, I got pregnant and gave birth to the second, during the baby christening , there, I met Derrick my late husband’s brother, due to their busy schedules they could not met,. Upon seeing Derrick, I became so happy because he was once my classmate, my husband was surprise about the news, but happy also, I did not know that, Derrick had been waiting for me to come back, for him to marry me, even though, we lost contacts, he was still sure that I would return to Ghana, so he could finally propose to me .Well, I didn’t think that way at all. Although he did have feelings for me at that young age, I did not feel the same way .I was just attracted to him but not in love to come back and marry him. The baby christening was over and everyone left to their various homes. Derrick and I finally exchange contacts as any classmates will do when they see each other. Three days later, Derrick quickly called me, asked to meet me at a restaurant nearby, I accepted and then we met. He told me everything, about him waiting for me, I was lost and torn into pieces, and I told him, I cannot be with him because am married to his brother and I do not love him but Derrick said ‘’ I want you to love me for the last time, I have loved you since we were kids, and you will always remain in my heart. At age forty five am still not married and I kept waiting for you, my heart yearns for you only, only you, I love you Tasha, please don’t break my heart’ he cried and begged me to loved me for the last time. I did not mind him, I stood up and quickly walked out, he blocked me, hugged me and kissed me, and I was stunt, slapped him and left. That night, I could not sleep, my husband was not home because as usual, he was looking on his cases, trying to free and judge people. Leaving his house on fire, I needed him, I was also looking for someone to love me even though,I was married,I could not wait to find Passion in another mans arms. A knock on the door; I quickly put the children to sleep, and went out to open, when I opened, it was Derrick. How could I sack my husband’s brother out of the house, and what do I do, he came in and immediately ,he held me, pushed me closer to him, held me tightly, at that very moment, I resisted his charm , he kissed me again ,I resisted until I became so fragile and lost. I just fell in his arms, he kissed me so well that I could not do a thing than to ask for more, he held me up, removed my dress and took me to the bed, yes ,we had a crazy s*x, first s*x with another man on my matrimonial bed, it continued for a while. Until this happened; one day , my husband came in at twelve noon, whiles he told me, he would not be coming home , he saw his only brother pouncing on me, and touching me all over my body, quickly, on seeing this , he collapsed ,laid lifeless, I kept shouting his name, same as derrick. As he laid there, I saw the pen-drive in his hands, I took it from his hands and we quickly rushed him to the hospital. What made him collapsed at that instance, I would say, was,him seeing his brother and I having s*x on our matrimonial bed. We quickly rushed him to the hospital. Because my husband Joe was a judge, they quickly attended to his case at the intensive care unit.an hour later On attending to him, The doctor came out of the intensive care unit and gave us the sad news that my husband is dead, the doctors exact words was, ‘he died even before you brought him to the hospital‘. After those words I became confused. Who killed my husband? Was it derrick and I? Or someone else? Am a confused woman, a mother of two and a w***e because, I do not think, I am anything lesser than that? One week after Joe’s death, I took the pen drive to check exactly what was on it, there were lots of codes, bank statements and transfers for four different judges including my husband’s secret bank account. my husband and the other judges illegally freed criminals who had money. they were paid by the criminals,for that illegal services rendered. I became totally confused and asked myself, why my husband was holding the pendrive that fateful night, I felt he wanted to give it to me so I could keep it for some reason, which I do not know. Beneath the whole statement was a letter he wrote to me on the pen drive, Reading the letter; Dear Tasha, I have wronged you in ways I could not imagine, made mistakes, but the mistake I never made was to marry you, and you giving me those beautiful girls is the best thing that has ever happened to me, if you are reading this it means am dead and gone, some people are coming for me and they will come for all of us , I do not know what exactly to do .one thing I know is I want you to make a copy of these statements ,delete the letter because they will look for you and the girls, take the girls to your mum and look for the truth, find the truth and submit it Fredrick my secret friend and he will take it from there. Let my brother derrick help you and take good care of yourself. I love you P.s.joe After reading I headed to my husband’s advice. Made a copy and deleted the letter he wrote to me. Three days on, I told derrick about the issue and he told me to keep the pen drive very safe, but I was not fast enough, immediately derrick left, there was a knock on the door, it was one of my husband’s friends Enoch, who was also a judge. I opened the door for him and he came in, he hugged me and said to me, ‘, am so sorry for your loss but then I want to ask you a question??, do you have the pen drive, did he give it to you before he died?, it is best you give it to me before you also die together with you two beautiful girls’. He frightened me, I became scared so I quickly rushed into my wardrobe removed the pen drive and gave it to him. When I gave him the drive, he gave me a huge sum of money and said to me, nothing happened here.if you say a word I will kill you and save my life. Understood? I said yes and then they fled of. After they left I quickly packed my belongings together with the girls and we left the house. I took the girls to my mum. Rented an apartment for myself with the money, told derrick about my location and told him to come over when he is free, so we could discuss the whole situation. Two days on derrick came around, we played around, had the hottest s*x as usual and then I gave him the copy of the files. He looked and then we decided to look for every truth after successfully burying my husband .two weeks later ,we buried my husband, as sad as I was, I was willing to put all that aside ,gather evidence, look for the truth and then put all those people involved in killing my husband behind bars. I was determined until I started having unknown calls, telling me to stop looking for evidence if I had already started. This made me the scariest woman but still determined, because I was so scarred and knew I could not do it alone, I gathered the courage to look for a psychologist,I found one, called Doctor Anna, there also i met Michael who became my one true love. Where ever I moved to, I was not secured and then I remembered the huge sum of money I was given by my husband friend. I took that money and bought a big house with ten guards,there and then I went for my daughters, informed derrick about the house, Derrick then came to stay with us in that house because at then he had separated with his wife. PRESENT; Now I have to find out the truth but I have a life, thinking about the girls’ wellbeing and using Derrick as a bigger tool to look for the cause of his brother’s death, my husband. I have a lot running through my mind, but after seeing Michael I have hope that I will find love again .does he feel the same, the questions I kept asking myself. Tomorrow I have to visit my psychologist again, will he be around, my heart skipped, I felt this, the first time we met , which means I do have feelings for him, or am I just playing around??The questions,I kept asking myself. The next morning, I took the girls to school, I did not inform Derrick where I was going .all was thinking about is to see micheal,I quickly drove my car and then went to see my psychologist. PRIVATE PREMISES OF THE PSYCHOLOGIST; As I walked in I saw Michael, He stared at me whilst I was entering and he said; ‘You are welcome madam’ Tasha: Thank you Michael, is Doctor Anna in? Michael: Yes she is, you have an appointment today? Tasha: Yes, hope you are doing well Michael: yes I am, and I hope all is well with you as well. Tasha; yes just that, Ummm. Michael: just that what?? Excuse me let me call to inform her about your arrival. Tasha: ok.thanks Michael speaking to Doctor Anna, please madam Tasha is here, should I let her in ‘. Doctor Anna: Yes please do. I entered and had an amazing session with my doctor , I was full of smiles because I had seen Michael , no one knew about my little secret , so the psychologist said I Had improved and compelled me to keep on with whatever that is making me improve. Leaving the premises I did not see Michael, I was disappointed and left for the house. When I got home Derrick was around and he asked me where I had been and why I refused to pick his calls , I told him I went to see my psychologist and that my phone was on silence, he said ok. He grabbed me as usual, kissed me passionately, and we kept having s*x, he told me he loves me so much and that after revealing the truth about my husband’s death was over, he would marry me. Well I did not feel the same at all but I always responded ok to him. The next morning Derrick and I took the first step in finding the truth, we visited Fredrick, as my husband told me to and he told us what went on, Fredrick told us that some people came to visit my husband on that fateful day threatening him that, they will expose him and he will lose everything he had built,freddrick was my husband’s assistant, he knew whatever that was going on , he briefed us about everything and also told us that on that fateful day after my husband left the office, he told him to run and hide or else they will kill him too. So he did not know what exactly happened in my husband office. Now, Fredrick said to us, ‘The only way we can find out the truth is to look for the hidden cameras, that is if no one had taken it yet, I can not go anywhere near the office or else I will be killed, that is why your husband instructed you to help out.so please madam Tasha ,help so that I can also be free and stop hiding, my family also needs me!” I complied and assured him that, we will know how best to handle the situation. We left Fredrick and went home, Derrick and I kept discussing how best we could get those hidden cameras in order to vindicate my husband. I said to derrick, We can get someone, pay that person in order to get the cameras. I have enough money to get the work done. Derrick replied ok, then let us look for someone as planned. I said ok, derrick told me he would make some calls and then get the right person for this job. The next morning, as I was sleeping on my bed, I had a call, I picked up; Conversations:it was Micheal. Michael: hello Tasha how are you? It’s me Michael, I left my job that day you came out and did not see me at my desk. I looked at you very close and I saw how worried you were when you left the hospital without seeing me, Tasha: what Michael, where are you and why did you leave your job and why are you calling me? I taught…. Michael: you taught I did not feel the same? I do feel the same, I can not get you out my head, and all am thinking about is you.my job will not permit me to have a relationship with you that is why I left. You are killing me and blowing my mind, Tasha what I feel for you is love at first sight. Can we meet and then talk at least? Tasha: oh thank GOD, I did not even know I will find love again. I love you too Michael, lets meet up at your location instead. Michael: ok Tasha see you soon. I will send you my adress I became very happy upon knowing that, Michael feels the same, I have to rush and meet him, yes!.