I started to answer myself, I know that is hard but I have to do this, I have to try hard because I know that I am not good enough at hiding my feelings, I have to try to accept the fact that I only have one sided love, he never looked at me like that, he just take me as his best friend, and he use to tell that I am one of the special friend to him, I am one of the special one in his life, and that is enough for me, I can wait till the time, when I can feel like this to other man, who is not jack but I know that is impossible, that can never happen,
Then I looked at Joseph and told with a smile “yes, I am so sure about that Joseph, I know that how much I mean to him and I know, where is my limit and at the same time, I know, how much I want to see him smile, so there will no worries, I
