Chapter 18 Xavier’s pov This month has been really hard, I knew it needed to be done, but I was terrified about what Casper was going to think of me and that I had ruined our relationship completely. So I wasn’t surprised when he was furious at me. We spent a lot of time chatting about my fears and obviously me apologising to him over and over again. So when he requested we look at the sleeping arrangements, I was happy to agree with him. It was the least I could do after everything I had put him through. It went some way to repair our relationship, but we still had a long way to go. As my bond with Raquel started to deepen, Casper’s anger at me started to subside. We weren’t where we were before, as we used to have a really strong bond, but we were making progress. I was starting to