I felt myself deflate, the realization a little too much to bear. I knew that I had hurt her beyond repair and that I did not deserve forgiveness at this point, but I still hoped that I could get her back after I saved her, I didn't think that there would be something other than death that would take her from me. Her eyes told me a different story though, her shell might still be here, but she was gone. I look around and notice she had left me alone with my emotions like I had left her crying after I rejected her. I guess I deserved that. I recollect myself and frown as I remember the reason she had run from me in the first place, I needed to find that f*****g nurse. She completely ruined any chances I might've still had with Claire and turned my love confession into a joke, Claire now