lee came to stand beside him, they both stared at me, as I stared at them,
"Oh my god Nova, it's you your here" lee said trying to give me a hug, Emily was right he looked awful, nothing like himself at all, I felt crowded in and needed some space, so I gently pushed him away, I was drunk and not in the right frame of mind,
"Emily told you, didn't she?" I asked him, lee nodded, my god he looked ghastly, he was white as a sheet, bags under his eyes and he had lost weight too, he was a shadow of the man he once was, had I done that to him. Was it my fault? I looked at him then at Jaxon, then I turned to see the girls looking at me, I could not do this right now, I took one more glance at them all, closed my eyes and took a deep breath before I decided I was going to face this head on,
