Chapter Twenty-Nine Yet, it was what I found myself longing for. I wanted him to take care of me, for my main concern to be taking care of his wants and needs. That wasn’t something I had ever had before. I’d always worked so hard for everything I had, for anything that I wanted. My marriage, the wedding, our home. Trying to have a baby. It didn’t feel like that with Spencer, it didn’t feel like a job with him. It didn’t feel like work it just felt strangely easy. Even now, while he was kind of kidnapping me in a way. It felt like I was where I was supposed to be. The water turned off and I leaned up onto my elbows, looking at the doorway. Spencer came into the room, he held a washcloth in his hands. He came over to me, looking down my body. The way that he looked at me made my heart