Finding My Home

MAIN CHARACTERS: Kyle Alcantara Reighn Ashley Morales Chantal Fei Montero Zake Rayu Monestrial "Fate will always find ways to reunite the lost heart of the two lovers and make it last endlessly" It counts a lot of sacrifice and patience, caused a deep wound and undying pain where no one can heal because you were my medicine. But at least, I'd rather to fight again and again than to loose you because I never exerted an effort. Win or loss, I accept the results. -------------------* I woke up without anything to do but to make myself alone and let the whole day pass great and alright. I do not collaborate, talk or even entertain with others so I don't have troubles to involve of, but I have some friends. Some choosen friends, they were kind and trustworthy. One of the workouts I have learned about my experiences that never made me look back again. They said, " no man is an island"... but, do not make me the same way because I am more than happy with my self only. I am happy being alone, I may not felt alone men. I am happy to do things alone...I am more than happy as long as I am together with my guitar, Kyrie. I got passed the first semester in my second year college. Hurrraaaay! Lol. Now, the next little bit harder semester is coming. We are having the second semester examination next week and voila! We have a lot of lessons to review. It feels like I am now ready to explode. Walking in a hurry was not a holly joke! What I mean is, miss Alcantara told me to collect our project in her subject and suppostedly I forgot that I need to get these on her table before 1 o'clock in the afternoon. Means, all of our projects together with my classmates and guess what? It's already 12:50 and her office is on the next building, 5th floor. It's kinda heavy to carry and I am trying to be as fast as Flash right now. BLAG! BLAG! BLAG! All the fortfolio's was scattered on the floor. Out of nowhere, I'm in shock. Oh, miss I'm sorry. I did not mean it. I was in a hurry and sorry I had bump you. Let me take that all. The boy was explaining and I am holding my temper. He gave those folders to me while he's exhaling heavily. Maybe you should wear your eyeglasses next time men. You know what, I'll understand if you have a deffected eye but you are not. The hallway was so wide for you to bump me. I am keeping my way on the sides and you were running like you owned the hallway. Oh miss, I am saying sorry to you for what happened...and guess? Your complaining. I may not be supposed to be mistaken, miss?? I don't care what you mean this time, gosh!...it was totally a common sense. If you are in a hurry and running on your way, you must and should choose the way where you wouldn't got incidents like this. Try to be aware on others men, I have 5 minutes remaining to pass this on the next building and I have to walk those five long stairways??? See that? I started to walk and leave the boy. By the way, what's your name? Out of nowhere question lights on my mind. Kyle Alcantara..... Okay, and if I've got tres on my grades...I will hunt you and get ready for the consequences. That man! How did he have to send me those smirks? Holly gosh! Now, my heart was pounding and I made a double time run to pass this shits on time. That boy! Miss Morales! It's already 1:01. You are one minute late. Soooo...what do we gonna do? All of you knew me for being strict on time. Are you ready to shoulder the grades of your classmates? Miss Alcantara with her high brows. I am sorry ma'am. I have been involved for some troubles. Do I accept your reason? You have a lot of time to pass this on time. Yes and I agree with that ma'am. But this week was indeed exhausting by doing a lot of projects and portfolio's. We are running' out of time and we are trying to pass all we need. We have eight subjects, 3 minors and 5 majors. Your subject is one of our minors and so seems much than a major one. I will accept what the consequences are ma'am but I am hoping that you were gonna give me or us a chance for that one minute late. She's looking at me and seems she's confirming that I am stating facts right now. I'm gonna go na po ma'am, thank you po, I am about to go when I remember that man. Urgh! That man! Is there any problem miss Morales? No ma'am. Are you sure? (Mygahd! This professor is trying to get me in my nerves!) Is there anybody bothering you? Speak now! What is it? Sights. Okay ma'am, I remember what happened before when I was on my way leading here. That was the reason why I became late, someone's frightened man bump me and drops these portfolio's on the floor. So what is the name? Kyle Alcantara ma'am. Same as your Surname but I doubt that he's one of your family member then. I don't see any familiarization on your physical and character appearance. Okay, you can go now. What was that face of miss Alcantara? ---------------------------------* I'm hooooome! Kyle's scream throughout their sala's room. Oh your home kyle. Why are you late? Nah, nothing mom. I'm just doing my projects, so stressful mom. Why do you need to provide those projects mom since you've been teaching those to us? Instead of focusing on reviewing the lessons, that was eating the three fourths of our time on reviewing where the reason why I do not refuse is that there are students who got a failing grade resulting in discouragement to study hard even if they do. Oh? You're putting your logistically manner my boy huh? That was part of your curriculum boy. Just do your best. Whatever mom. I'm just having the thoughts you know. I get your point anak. Kumain kana dito at magpahinga kana lang after... Thanks mom. I gotta go upstairs muna, papalit lang ako ng damit. Okay son... DINING TABLE------------------* So anak, you have some troubles to pay on me.... What was that statement mom??? With a big question mark on my head. Do you have some troubles remembering later before? Nothing mom. How about the late projects on my table because of you? Sights on my mom's table. Naaah, t'was later before mom. I don't wanna remember her face... My face has become a little bit disappointed. Don't you know that she was in under pressure because you put her on that situation? One minute late because of you son, and now to be fair....I will also gave you a punishment. Her grades and the whole class rather depends on how you gonna finely finished your task. Whaaat? Seriously mom? I'm gonna say no for that mom weather you like it or not. And I walked out for a moment. You're not saying no for me son... See what's gonna happen soon for disobeying.( My mom said) -----* I can't see that everything's okay (slowly strumming my guitar) 'Cause I can see the tears are crying (how are you now my man? I miss you so much baby. I hope you are always fine?) and I can promise to take the pain away(I know you're happy seeing me lately slowly moving on.) Strumming my guitar drives me feeling comfortable and peaceful. All I feel right now is pain but I can accept it throughout. -------* "Letting me fly over the sky Wasn't easy to get there as high The wind was holding my strength And the thunderstorm ripped my feelin' The rain we're rapidly pouring on my skin As it flaps give so much pain It seems doesn't end yet as plain To make you feel how's stuck in vain The raindrops will always continue To prove that yourself was you Where you were only the clue To get your self out of the blue Ways will always there upon your road Weather you chose the plain or broad And the key on outing the wicked dome, Are in your hands and heart though. That was only my imagination, just don't mind it. So much feelin' drowned you on something where you couldn't expect that you can do the things possibly? I continue what I am doing... I always feel peace every time I'd strum my guitar and feel the sound of melody?? I'll be the angel by your side? I will get you through the night I'll be the strenght you can't provide on your own? Cause when your down and out of time And you think you've loss the fight? Let me the angel... The angel by your side...?? Baby, wherever you are now...please end this pain and let our saved happy memories heal me. I always trying my best to stand alone, I will face this through on my own 'coz I know.... I was the only one who can help onto myself to end everything. While healing this wounds, I will use the memories of us for medication. I will made and kept myself strong in every day on every corner where no other I'll remember is you. I love you forever, you were the half of my life...back to me please!? That was the only wish I was wishing at at all. Flop! Flop! I thought it was a raindrop... See, I couldn't held my tears every time I remember you. It was clear and warm. A sign of true and freshness. I'll get stand up and decide to go over to the library. Sniff...snifff... Is that a perfume? Don't tell me someone's watching or stalking me rather? Never mind. I never think that there is someone who will do that to me?. I am not famous, Lol. I enter the library and I smell the perfume same as I smell before...I do not bother myself to find who's the one wearing it. Di lang naman kase isa ang gumagamit nang ganong pabango. I look the book and found it. I study the lesson I couldn't understood and the few topics of my other subjects. To memorize the possible topics on your exams, just read it every time. That was my only technique to pass my subjects? KYLE'S POV Oh s**t! I forgot something. Urrgggh! Ano ba yan Kyle.. ngayon mo pa talaga kakalimutan. By the way, i almost forgotten to study my geometry sub. I still have thirty minutes. I'll go straight to the library corner. Her voice still pinning on my head. Focus Kyle! Focus. Focus. Focus. Why I feel this pain? Her voice was full of pain and sacrifices. It seems that she's almost wreck and weak as this time. Why is that hard for me seeing her like that. Hayst. Ano ba yan Kyle. Di mo sya kilala at isa pa... Di mo rin alam kung sino iyon. Tanging boses at pigura ng kanyang likod ang iyong nakita sapagkat ito'y mabilis na umalis pero may something na parang she's very familiar sa loob-loob ko at nasasaktan ako para sa kanya. Tanging natatandaan ko lamang ay ang kanyang boses na tila nadadala ang aking puso sa mga lerikong binibigkas nya. Uhhhh! Bigla nalang umikot at dumilim ang aking paningin at... The doctor camed out and... Uhm.. Mrs. Alcantara, okay na po ang anak nyo. Medyo kinakailangan lang po nya ng kaunting pahinga. Mayroon din po akong good news, nangyayari na po ang sinasabi namin sainyo. Kaya asahan ninyo na natural lamang sa kanya na makaramdam ng hilo at sakit ng ulo o mas malala pa ang pagkawala ng kanyang malay. Maraming salamat po doc. Walang anuman misis Alcantara. Masaya ako na paunti-unti, makakabalik na ang inyong anak. Basta kapag may mga nararamdaman sya, make sure na madadala nyo sya saakin to give some medicine and reliever. Okay, thank you po ulet doc. Pumasok na ako sa loob para makauwi na rin kami. Kyle, just tell me kung ano mga nararamdaman mo ha? Nag aalala ako sayo, si daddy mo baka mauna ng dumating sa bahay bago tayo makauwi. He file a leave because of what happens to you anak. Opo mom, but... ano daw po ba ang sabe ng doctor. I asked the doctor but she resist to answer me. She told me na, mas makabubuting sainyo nalang daw po niya sabihin about my conditions.. Ah,yes anak. Don't worry, nastress ka lang kaya ka nawalan ng malay and yung headache and kung nahihilo ka naman ay because of dehydration. So, means you should drink more water na ha? Okay mom, sure. No problem, but how come that I become dehydrated? I drink a lot of water. Well, i should take more water pa siguro. Yes anak. So let's go? Let's go mom? I'm okay now, I missed our home. Sus, excited ka lang because of your dad. Yeah, additional mom? Naku talagaaa.. ------* Mom? Oh, Jazmine? I miss him so much mom??? My mom hugged me and gave something that made me feel calm, by combing my hair using her hand/finger. It's okay jaz. If you are meant for each other, destiny will make its own way to meet your ways for the second time around. Just this time, don't stress yourself. He'll be back soon, maybe? ??? He's changed a lot mom. How did you say? Did you find him? See him? What? Hmmm, I...J-just a feeling mom. Hays, I hope that you are fine na anak. I don't have any idea kung nasaan sya ngayon naroroon..and also his family. But I am also hoping na sana one day, everything's back to normal like the old days before? You're right mom. It hurts? That's the true magic of love anak. pain...sacrifice...pride.... happiness....tears,...you can have that all. But despite of all, just trust him and you will found your happiness jaz. Not this time, but it comes when the time is definitely ready for both of you. Again, my tears fall down. ---* Maaga ako gumising to go on Miss Alcantara's table...she informed me na we were talking about what I am gonna do for the late projects i had passed yesterday. Good morning ma'am Alcantara. Oh Miss Morales? Since your subject was Music Literary and our academy celebrating the HAYAG FESTIVAL, choose one activity that is related to music. ???? Seryoso po kayo ma'am? Yes? Why? What's the problem? Can I no for that ma'am? I have no idea about music ma'am. I know you have and I know you can do this?? I have my ways to know so you don't have to question me about that. That was a year ago ma'am. And... No, I don't believe that you can easily forget that. Weather you like it or not, you will participate and I will give 1 on your project to save all of you or I gave a singko on your grades? The results are on your hands. So, are you going or going back? No. I am not joining ma'am? Okay, madali akong kausap...any minute now, maipapasa ko na ang grades nyo and since wala kayong project... No reason for giving you an examination, that was 10% of your grading system. Is that my only choice maam? What about photography? Debate? Is that photography and debate related to music as your subject in me Miss Morales???? Sights... When was that event scheduled ma'am?? You have 1 week to practice?. And after your performance, i will give your examination immediately. Don't worry, I already told this to your classmates. So, if you... Okay, I can do it without their help. I'll go na ma'am,excuse me po. I walk the door straight. Urrgggh! Kapag minamalas ka nga naman?? I kicked the chair and.. Blag! Bogsh! Araaaaay.yyyy- awwww... ??? His face was red in anger. Shit! My heart was pounding and nervous. Nasira yung chair sa lakas ng pagkakasipa ko, so meaning... ? Bigla syang natumba and nawalan din sya ng malay. My ghaaaaaad, i ran towards him. Ah-h ahhh hoy sorry naman. Di ko naman sinasadya eh, naiinis kase ako. Huuyyy, niyugyog ko sya para magkamalay. May tumulong patak ng tubig sa mukha nya and diko namalayan n-n-na.. Are you crying, miss? No? What? He wipes those warm tears.. Yes you are. See? Pinakita nya yung pinunas nya sa aking mga mata... Tinulak ko sya agad at nagmadali akong umalis dahil hindi naman pala sya totoong natamaan. Lalo lng nadagdagan ang inis ko... Wait! Hey miss! Hindi ko na sya pinakinggan. Fei called me and di ko din sya pinansin. Ang bigat ng pakiramdam ko, hays. FEI POV Those eyes, still there. Pati buong katawan ko nanlamig sa sobrang coldness na itinugon nya saakin. You can see so much of pain she had. I pity for my bestfriend, even her treatment for me change a lot than before. I miss her jolliness, everything to her actually. All these years, wala kaming ibang magawa kundi intindihin na lang namin sya... Because that was the least thing we can do and help for now. I follow her direction and... I didn't notice kung saan sya pumunta. I thought it was an ordinary room. Dito lang pala sya pumunta, dito sila unang nagkakilala ni-... nevermind. I heard the song then i left. I know she's in her place na, later on..kakalma din sya. But before i totally leave, i know....somethings happen good. I hope you two found each other. That was the only thing we all wished for the both of you. -----* Chapter 2-The Agreement Sa sobrang bigat ng nararamdaman ko, diko rin alam kung san ako dadalhin ng aking mga paa. Oh miss Morales, di na pala kita hahanapin. By the way, this is the piece you were going to perform on next friday. Also your letter permission for using the music room is already there. I don't know what to say. Still speechless. I'll go ahead Miss Morales. By the way, goodluck. I know you are good as always, i hope you can do this like bef--- Thank you ma'am. May I excuse po. Then i left the teacher and I entered the room. Music...???? "Everybody needs inspiration Everybody needs a song Beautiful melody, when the night sudden low 'Cause there is no guarantee... That this life is easy.. Oo masakit! Masakit.. na hanggang ngayon ay umaasa pa rin ako na one day, you will remeber me and that's what makes me feel that I am such a stupid! A fool!. I am hoping that when I woke in the morning, you were the first person I sees. I misses all those cold days and cuddle until the end of the day. Yeah when my world is falling apart When there's no light to break up the dark That's when I, I look at you With the waves are flooding the shore And I can't find my way home anymore That's when, I look at you... Every time I see and remember our days, nagkakaroon ulet ako ng pag-asa na baka bumalik kana kahit mukhang napaka imposible kase alam kong nasa mabuting kalagayan ka na ngayon at masaya kana habang ako... Naiwan mong mag-isa at patuloy na nagdurusa sa mga alaalang napakahirap bitawan. Mag-isang tutuparin ang mga pangarap na sana ay sabay nating aabutin. But instead of keeping myself stuck in regrets, maybe this is the time na kelangan ko ng kalimutan ka. Kalimutan lahat sayo, lahat ng alaala at kung ano man ang meron sana dapat tayo. Within this year, tatapusin ko na lahat. After this semester, I will left this country and heal myself far from you. Nakakapagod habulin yung mundong minsang naging pahinga ko. Sa huli, talo lang ako. Hindi ko na ulit hahayaang masira at madurog muli ang buong pagkatao ko. Alam kong nag-iisa ka lang, ngunit posibleng meron pa ding katulad mo na mahahanap ko pagdating ng araw... Music... Change of key Ayoko na, niloko lang ako Ang sabi mo babalik ka pa Di mo ba alam? Na naghihintay ako sa pagbabalik Ng pangako mo Di na sana kita, nakilala Di na sana ako, lumapit Di na sana ako, nagdurusa ng dahil lang sayo ohhh.... That voice... 0_0 Bigla akong napatingin sa kabilang silid. Alam kong siya yon, hindi ako maaring magkamali. Yung kanta mo tagos hangang sa kaluluwa. Kumurap-kurap ako, Am I dreaming? biglang saad ko. Tititigan mo na lang ba ako Riyapot? he said while smiling widely. Rayu? ikaw ngaaaaa. Sabay takbo ko papunta sa kanya and I hugged him tight.. Yung kanta mo rin parang broken na broken Ang dating ah! panunukso ko sa kanya. As always haha, he replied. How long have you been here? Kelan ka pa ka pa bumalik dito sa Manila? Actually, kakarating ko lang and I went straight here since I had the news that you were studying in this school. Waaaah, I really missed you so much! di ko mapigilang yakapin siya ulit. Alam kong iilan lang ang mga tunay kong kaibigan and I can only show my childish character to them. So kelan pa muling bumalik sa pagtutugtog ang Riyapot namin? Bigla naman akong napasimangot dahil naalala ko nanaman ang guro na yon. No I'm not. It's just for the subject presentation. As if I had a choice, like duuuh! Haha, well at least... you have expressed what you truly feel at this moment, right? What are you saying? Of course not, I am preparing for my presentation next week. Connecting to the audience is a must when performing so I just started to do it here. Don't give it another meaning. Sabay irap ko sa kanya. Haha you're too defensive! Can I have lunch with you? I missed you too, very much. He said while pupping his eyes to convince me. Okay, your treat. Same place? As you wish. Mukhang inasal haha. We went straight to the place where the old days seemed like it happened yesterday only. I knew it, maraming masayang ala-ala ngunit mananatiling hanggang kahapon na lamang. Di ko na lang hinayaang balutin ako ng negativity while sitting in our exact place inside the dining area. Same order? Rayu ask. Uhuh, yes please. Okay Riya how are you? Mukhang marami kang ikukwento saken ah. Well, wala naman akong masyadong ikukwento. You know naman, I'm still reaching him but fate was too cruel. Maybe that's the sign that I am waiting for. Tuloy-tuloy kong sabi sa kanya. You know what, it's totally your choice but you choose to stay with him. Alam kong nasasaktan at labis ka ng nahihirapan.... Your order sir, ma'am. Dumating rin yung inorder namin. Alam mo Riya, ikaw lang rin naman ang makakasagot sa lahat ng katanungan mo eh. Kelangan mo lang pag isipan kung tama pa ba lahat ng ginagawa mo? You're too far from the person I've known before. I mean, hindi ka naman ganyan dati. Alam ko. I decided to end up with everything, I need some time at least for now I know that everything has changed a lot. We're living our own life differently. So what's your plan? Rayu asked. I will finish this semester and I'll leave the country after. Hindi mo man lang ba siya kakausapin or ita-try iconfront regarding your pasts? No, I'm not gonna do that. It takes a lot of process pa siguro before he's going back to normal. Kriiiinggg .... Tumunog ang cell phone ko and Fei are calling. Speaking of ... Fei is calling. You should answer this, I'm sure, she misses you a lot more than I do... nakangiting panunukso ko sa kanya. Sira ka talaga . At kinuha naman niya. Yes, hello? who's this? pagpapanggap niya. Where's riy-..di na nya natuloy ang sasabihin ng bigla ng sumigaw sa kabilang linya ang bruha.. Oh my ghaaad! Rayu is that you? Tell me, am I dreaming? dali-daling tanong no Fei. As always, your voice is too annoying. Wala ka pa ring pagbabago, haha it's me.. Hoy ang daya ninyong dalawa, di niyo man lang ako ininform kaagad. Haha baliw, kakarating ko lang ng Pinas and I directly went to your school and I accidentally saw Riya. Ang daya talaga, asan ba kayo? Punta ka na dito, same place. Okay, I'll be there in fifteen minutes. Okay, see you. Ingat sa pag drive Yieee haha, you're blushing Rayu. Manahimik ka, mainit lang talaga dito sa Pilipinas ninyo. Sus, palusot mo! Kilala kita Mula ulo mo hanggang talampakan ng sapatos mo. Kumain ka na lang diyan, dami mong alam. Alam mo kung sino ang gusto ko...saad niya sabay umiwas ng tingin. Bigla rin akong natahimik. After fifteen minutes, finally Fei arrived. We shared a lot of personal things that happened. Hinatid na rin kami ni Rayu after. ~Kinabukasan.... Bahagya akong nagising dahil sa sinag ng araw na tumama sa siwang ng aking kurtina kung kaya't ako ay nasilaw. Alas sais na rin ng Umaga at medyo maaga pa para sa alas otso kong pasok. Since the first day of practice ko na para sa aking presentation next week, minabuti ko na ring bumangon and I already take a bath then ready to go. Ops! ops! ops! biglang harang ni mang Linda saakin dahil nakaugalian ko talagang hindi mag-almusal tuwing umaga simula nong... hayst, Manang alam nyo naman na sa school ako kumakain diba? Ah eh ma'am sige na, dito ka na kumain.. saad niya sabay kurap-kurap ng mata na animoy nagpapacute effect. Ipinagluto ko po kase kayo ng paborito niyong creamy pasta carbona with pesto and toasted garlic bread plus....lemonade. Sabay smile niya. Pano mo nalaman Manang? tanong ko sa kanya. Ah e-hh nagtanong po ako kay ma'am Fei ho saka kay Madam Wella kung ano po bang paborito niyong pagkain kase madalas nga po kayong hindi kumakain dito ng almusal...eh naisip ko lang po na itry ipaghanda kayo, baka sakaling magustuhan niyo and para di na rin po kayo magastusan kung sa skul pa kayo kakain. Napakamot na lamang ako ng ulo sapagkat, bukod sa paborito ko sya eh may point naman si Manang and medyo namimiss ko na rin namang kumain ng almusal dito sa bahay... Sige, mukhang wala naman na akong magagawa.. talaga ma'am? S-ssige po ma'am ipaghahanda ko lang po kayo.. Pinaupo na ako ni Manang at inabot na niya saakin Ang pagkain. Miss na miss ko na rin to kaya dinamihan ko ang kuha ko... 0_0 Manang? ikaw ba talaga nagluto nito? A-ahh opo ma'am, bakit po? Masama po ba lasa ma'am? Matabang po ba? Maalat? maanghang? Mapait? sunod sunod na tanong ni Manang. Ah hindi ho manang. Actually, nagulat lang po kase ako dahil... kuhang kuha niyo yung lasa at timpla na gusto ko. Saan nyo ho ba natutunan itong recipe na ito Manang? Ah-h eh napanuod ko lang Po yan sa YouTube ma'am kaya po sinubukan ko baka sakaling magustuhan niyo. Akala ko po talaga hindi niyo magugustuhan dahil sa nilagyan ko yan ng eggyolk at lemon para sa consistency ng pagkalapot ng sauce and para hindi siya nakakaumay pag kinain po. Medyo nag-alangang paliwanag ni manang. Akala ko ho manang radio phone lang pwede niyong gamitin? N-nagpaalam po ako ma'am kay Madam Wella nung nakaraan na bibili ako ng sarili kong cell phone para may pang contact po ako sa anak ko bukod po sa company phone naten..Yun po, ganun nga po. Ah okay, that's great at least you can communicate with your kids. Sabay smile ko sa kanya. Btw manang, thank you for the food. Well, you have some point that I should eat breakfast here instead at school. Makitabihan ho ako para mamayang dinner manang ha? bulong ko sa kanya. Tumawa na lang si manang. Sige ho ma'am, hayaan niyo po at maghahanap pa ako ng mga favorite nyong breakfast. I smiled at her and umalis na ako. Kyle POV---* Maaa? Una na po ako, I have paperworks to finish at school. Okay anak. But wait, Manong Ed said that he drove you yesterday at the mall. May kausap ka raw na babae, sino ba yon? Ah yun ba ma? Nanay po yun ng classmate ko, nakasalubong ko and nagkakwentuhan lang kami saglit. Are you sure? Yes ma. I really need to go ma. I kissed her forehead and left. Ingat anak. Haaays, every time I look at him...naawa ako sa kanya. Wala siyang kamalay-malay sa paligid niya. I also never tried to tell what's really happening to him and his situation every time he's asking about sa condition niya kapag giggising siyang nasa hospital na tuwing nawawalan Siya ng malay. How I wish na sana ako na lang ang nagdurusa sa lahat ng mga bagay na nagpapahirap sayo. I know, it's hard for her seeing you like this. Sana lang wag siyang susuko hanggang dumating yung araw na yon. Hindi mo deserve lahat ng nangyayari sayo ngayon anak. Wala akong ibang nagawa kundi punasan na lamang ang mga luhang kanina ko pa pinipigilan. RIYA POV---* I already arrived in school and I headed directly in music room. Ito ang first day ng aking rehearsal for my upcoming presentation on Friday. Nakita ko rin yung pyesa na ibinigay saakin ni Ma'am Alcantara. Actually, kahit hindi ko na siya aralin eh alam ko na unang tingin ko pa lang. Medyo nagda-doubt ako kung bakit sa dinami-daming pyesang binigay nya saakin ay ito pa talaga? Nagsimula ako sa mababang key para sa kalma ng palabas during my presentation and I will changed the key on my own style before it lasts. Di lahat ng pyesa ay kailangan kong sundin. Isusunod ko na lang sa agos ng sandali.