All through the evening, I found myself reflecting on my thoughts and feelings. The room where I was began to seem blurry and my thoughts stayed inbound. I stood up from Bridget’s bed and headed to mine hoping to lay my head and sleep all the worries away.I stretched my legs on the bed, pulled the blanket over, told Bridget goodnight as I gently lay my head on the pillow, shut my eyes, waiting for sleep to consume me but it came no where near me. Ruth’s confession lingered in my mind, her confession opened a door to a world in my heart I never knew existed, I’m unsure if I should be grateful to her for it. It was forcing me to face my feelings; the feelings I never knew were in existence. What does having a romantic relationship with Ruth look? What impact will it have on our relationship