past secrets.

JOURNAL: Have you ever wonder what life would be like after high school?  I wonder that all the time. If I'll have a good enough job to support not only myself, but also my family. We just moved to a new house mom got a job offer as an assistant manager at a Mexican restaurant, they pay her  weekly and way more than what she got in her last job. We had to make a few changes not only did she get a new job and a new house, but she also got me a new school. I know a lot of people can relate to this feeling. When you had to say bye to your old friends and start all over again, and you feel mad, but at the same time you know that it was the right choice, especially since mom was struggling with paying the bills. "Akame, come down now or you'll be late." "Coming."  I  grabbed my backpack, look in the mirror one last time and headed down. "Breakfast? My mom asked. " no I'm to nervous to eat." I said sitting down at the table. "You'll be fine, your a very beautiful kind person and you had many friends in your last school I'm sure that by the end of the week you'll have like 10 people coming over. And its also a fresh start for every one else, you do know is the first day for everyone right? "Yup. i just hate the first day i won't know where anything is, everyone who has been going to that high school would know exactly where to go and I'll be running around like a headless chicken. I said banging my head on the kitchen table. Mom laughed at that part. "Again. You'll be fine. Now are you ready, because the last thing you want is to be late and have the whole class look at you when you walk in". she said smiling at me. "Ok ok let's go. She finally dropped me off. I look around and take it all in. The school is huge, a little bigger than my previous school. It looks very fancy. The floors are super shiny and the stairs are split, one takes you to the left and the other to the right. Almost looks like a ball room in here. I have reading as my first class, room e200 i have absolutely no idea where that is. I look around and i see a girl. Her hair is blonde and its half up half down is wavy and very pretty, she's wearing a black blouse with blue jeans and some black boots with heal. I go up to her and i ask her for directions, but she just stares at me like if i just broke some kind of rule. "So... Do you or do you not know where room e200 is? "You must be new." "What do you mean? "Well for starters you don't know where anything is." "I mean it is the first day, I'm sure I'm not the only one." "Maybe, but that doesn't explain why your speaking to me."  "I was just asking for directions, if you didn't want to help you could have just said so and i would have gladly not waisted both our times." I said and walked away. Hi sorry but do you know where room e200 is? I asked a man that look like he was in his late 20's. "As a matter of fact i do that's the class that I'll be teaching". "Oh well hello I'm Akame your student." I said. "Hi Akame I'm Mr. Williams."  "Great well now that introduction are out of the way do i just follow you or..." He laughs." Wow you seem like a very forward person." "Sorry i get a little pushy when I'm nervous, an i also tend to talk a lot i don't know why." "Its fine really is the fist day of school and your already the first student to make me laugh". I laughed nervously. "Come follow me" He said. When we got to the class the bell had already rung so everyone was rushing to their classes., thankfully i was the first one so i got to choose the seat in the back next to the window. The class started to get full, and i was busy looking out the window. The clouds were cloudy so is probably going to start raining soon. Then i felt someone take a seat next to me. I turned to look at them i was going to say hi when i saw who it was, but then my smile turned into a frown. It was the girl from earlier. "ummm, why are you sitting here? I asked. "Your in my seat, i always sit by the window everyone knows that". I don't say anything i just look at her waiting to see her attempt in moving me. It hasn't even been 10 min since i entered this class and already things are starting off rocky. I finally speak because she isn't so i feel i should say something. "Look, i really don't want to start my first day with drama. And i could tell since the beginning that you don't like me and believe me i don't exactly like you either, and since i was here first you should probably go sit somewhere else. That way we can stay out of each others way."  I look around and i see a lot of people looking over at us, the girl next to me looks around too and everyone immediately turns away and avoids looking at her. Hmm. Are they afraid of her? Who is this girl? "You clearly don't know who I am, so let me introduce myself. (Hmm. Looks like I'm about to find out.)