Things were getting messy , at least in my own mind they were. Showing up last night and finding Anthea sweaty and panting under another man. Almost had me killing my best friend. The only thing stopping me had been that I had been watching them sparring for five minutes prior to her landing underneath him. I had been hanging back , wondering what was going off. But I had heard Devon giving her pointers and tips. Them both panting at each other, and smiling at each other is what had my anger twitching. I did all I could to remind myself it was in innocence , that I had witnessed everything leading up to that. If I hadn't, I fear I would have to bury my brother right now. Jealousy , f*****g jealousy. I had never felt that horrid emotion once in my life. Never needed to feel it. Maybe as a c
