I must be f*****g crazy out of my damn mind. Why would I want to do this ? It's like I'm a masochist and I keep putting myself into situations where I crave disapproval , disgust and inevitable pain. Enzo's little oral job to calm me down before coming out here had quickly worn off. My hands shook and my heart was beating so fast I was fearful I was going to short circuit and pass out. I didn't want to leave the pack , no matter how awful my life had been here at times. This was my home , I loved the land and my brothers. But the alpha was right. I needed to give people a chance. I also wanted to rub it Dina fair few faces that I was actually meant to be something powerful ,something much greater than what they all believe me to be.
I couldn't wait to see my mother's face. The daughter t
