Anthea had been missing all day and pretty much all night with Rion. I was jumping out of my skin. But I said I would try to f*****g trust her. I kept searching for our bond , constantly f*****g searching for it. And every time I did, she came up feeling OK. Sometimes she felt a little sad. But not like I'm in danger sad or anything. More like pity. I had gone to meet Shira , and even asked her if she could check in on her. The image she conjured up was that wolves had just laid in the sun, and under the moonlight. It looked like they were sleeping. And even that made me f*****g rage , with jealousy. So , when she did that summoning thing the next morning , this time I was f*****g relieved. It felt like she was calling me to the waterfall where we were supposed to go yesterday. Rushing out