" I get the feeling she thinks I don't want her. I do. I have prayed and prayed for my wolf for years. Cried each year that passed and I didn't phase. Being late was a massive worry. I thought for a minute I wasn't going to be blessed with a wolf. So when it happened I was over joyed. And then I felt such disappointment when I was still so weak. I guess her choosing me and then me feeling disappointed wasn't the best of first impressions between us. Then when I learn about all of this I just feel so over overwhelmed and in denial. I guess that means I have been stand-offish with her too. But she wants me to get to know her , ask about her and listen to her stories. I don't know Enzo, something just feels off. Rion said she became power hungry and went off on her own, but I don't feel that