The Beginning of an Ending

I woke up by the noise coming from my alarm clock. Kinusot ko muna ang mga mata ko sabay upo sa kama ko. I think It's time. I shouldn't be late. I have an hour to prepare myself. I was wearing a white tube dress above the knee. I wore my stilettos and I grab my Chanel sling bag and I'm done. Hinayaan Kong nakalugay ang buhok ko at naglagay lang ako nang liptint sa labi ko. I am currently in my first year in college taking up bachelor of science in psychology. It's not that I want it it's just that I find it challenging. "Sweetheart come here and eat your breakfast" I looked at my mom and didn't bother to talk to her. Don't get me wrong, hindi lang ako close sa mom ko. And to think that it was my dad who raised me during my teen-age years. "Where is he? My dad" I asked her habang nginunguya ang pagkaing nakahanda sa mesa. It was pancake with a little bit of strawberry syrup. And it's my favorite. "He already left. He said he loves you and don't get into trouble again" tss my dad will always be my dad. Nalasing kasi ako kagabi and nakagawa nang gulo sa nar which is naayos naman nang maayos nang daddy ko. "You know Shiloh you shouldn't be going in a bar at the middle of the night drinking and partying" "Pardon? I don't think it's not your business anymore" nakita ko ang sakit sa mata niya nang sagutin ko siya nang ganon. Nakaramdam ako nnag guilt and konti nalang gusto ko nang manghingi nang tawad pero inuunahan ako nang kaba at hiya kaya hindi ko na ginawa. "I'm going. Thank for the food" iyon nalang ang nasabi ko at nagsimula nang maglakad papasok sa kotse ko. Nagtataka kayo kung bakit ganon ko siya pakisamahan? That's because my mom wasn't beside me when I got into my teen-age year. My dad told me that he left us and enjoying some time by herself. Of course I got mad, I am her daughter and she left me behind without thinking what I should feel sa pagalis niya. But last three months ago ay nakauwi na siya at bumalik. I was thirteen when she left and now I am turning 18 two months from now. So yeah that long. I am not mad at her. She is my mom and I love her it's just that mahirap mag express nang nararamdaman ko at lagi akong napapangunahan nang hiya. But I love her and I'm thankful that she came back. "Thank-you mang Edgar" sabi ko sa driver namin and nagpasya nang bumaba. "b***h" I turned on my left and I see my best friend. What a gloomy day "Let's unleash the bitchiness shall we?" I told her and we laughed while walking. Magsasalita na sana ako nang may mabunggo akong tao. Let me rephrase that she bumped me. Nakarinig ako nang bulungan sa paligid sanhi nang pagdami nang tao dito sa hallway Gosh, binangga niya yung Queen bee Sino ba siya? Ang clumsy niya Queen be Pa ang binangga niya Goodluck nalang sa kanya Ilan lang yan sa bulungan sa paligid na nakapagpadagdag sa init nang ulo ko. "I-i'm s-sorry s-shiloh" napataas ang kilay ko nang banggitin niya ang pangalan ko. So, she knows who I am huh. "Tanga kaba? O bulag ka?" Bungad ko sa kaniya na ikinailing niya. "Kneel" dagdag ko Pa na ikinalaki nang mata niya. "Don't make me wait you nerdy ugly creature" maganda siya. Gusto ko lang siya inisin. Dahan dahan siyang nagbaba nang gamit at kaunti nalang ay lalahad na ang mga binti niya sa lapag nang may umekse at hinila ang braso niya para makatayo. Shit! Is that Wesley Vance Mcneal? Oh my god! The new basketball captain and the engineering student, siya yun! Tangina ang gwapo Tangina talaga. Ang gwapo. Wesley is my crush way back in high school. Same school kame pero hindi kami nagkakausap at nagkikita. I bet that he doesn't know me. "Don't you Dare kneel on someone who claimed her as an evil b***h" ouch. Nasaktan naman ako don. Sino ba tong babaeng to? "K-kuya" f-f**k? K-kuya? She's my supposed to be sister in law? Oh my bitchiness. Nalintikan na. "I told you na huwag na huwag kang magpapa api sa kahit na sino. Lalo na sa mga low class na bully na kagaya nang nasa harap mo." Tinignan niya ko mula ulo hanggang paa and he smirked after that bago nagsalita muli. "Let's go Winnonah. And you, don't you Dare lay a finger on my sister ever again" Namalayan ko nalang na naglalakad na sila papalayo bago ako nakasigaw. "T-that j-jerk! " it was supposed to be by myself pero naisigaw ko na pala. He looked at me and rolled his eyes. D-did he just rolled his eyes on m-me? Oh my future husband.