I cry my eyes out for I don't how long. I thought he was mine. I thought he loved me like I loved him. He was always the only one I wanted growing up. I wanted that kiss more than anything. I waited so long for it. No wonder why he never pushed me for anything. He always had other people. I only had him. I did the events with him. He went with other people. He said I was the one he wanted, but obviously, he was lying.
I wait until it gets dark and go to the roof to watch the stars.
I guess it's my fault. I assumed he was mine like I was his. I didn't know any better. Not like we could claim each other anyway. We had to wait. Still, I always loved him so much and it hurts. I was willing to bond with him the day I came of age. He was my whole world.
I wake up with the alarms going off.
Dipak is standing in the hallway. He's upset too. I wrap around him. I bury my face in his neck and the alarms get shut off.
He carries me to his bed.
"I love you sweetheart."
"I love you too."
"You're not 1 of many. I had never been someone's first before. Omar had Marcus go through everything you said. It wasn't his fault. Omar was trying to figure out what triggered your panic attack. I don't want you to think you're 1 of many. It's only you. I couldn't wait with you. And it means a lot to me. Please don't ever think it doesn't. You're not another girl to me, sweetheart. You have always been everything."
"I thought..."
"I know. And it's my fault. I should have told you it was special to me. You had no way of knowing it was a first for me too."
"In that case. I'm happy it was you. It was amazing."
"It really was babygirl. And you've given me quite a few firsts, sweetheart. You're the first one I ever came in. I never wanted to chance getting someone else pregnant. The first ass I ever tried. f*****g your throat was a first for me. I wanted to try those. Definitely the first time I was with a girl and another guy. First time I was ever made to beg. First time being tied up. The torture stuff is a first."
"Are you sure you had s*x before?"
"It didn't get fun until I met you. I never knew what I was missing. You are everything. You are the best I've ever had in every way. I should have told you this before. I didn't want to talk about the past. I know it's upsetting for you. But I should have told you. I'm so sorry you had to wait so long to hear it."
"I love you."
"I love you."
"You mean that stuff isn't normal? Everyone else doesn't do it?"
"It's normal for us." He kisses my head. "I'm sure a lot of that is normal for mates. I never had mine before. I'm pretty sure the only thing not normal is you having a s*x toy that follows you around kissing you."
"I think that's not normal too."
"What ever happened to her?"
"I haven't seen her since I was in the mountain."
"You going to let me watch you with her someday?"
"Someday. But would you want to watch her make me c*m, then we suck your d**k or would you rather watch us for a while and then f**k me?" His d**k throbs under me.
"That's a hard decision."
"That's not the only thing hard, sir. I'm trying to lay here."
"Sorry, I can't think about that and not get hard."
"Maybe she came back. I can go see." His d**k throbs again.
"I'll go get her." He jumps up and runs out.
A minute later, Nova gives me a deep kiss.
Dipak sits in a chair.
"How far are we going?"
"I don't know, sweetheart. I'll let you know when I have to have my d**k in you."
"Get naked and let me watch you too."
He sits down naked and that d**k is rock hard. He grabs the base of it and moves his hand up and down. "That better babygirl?"
"Much better." Nova pulls my underwear off. Then she kisses my thigh. She gets close to my p***y and his d**k throbs so hard. He grabs it and pulls it again.
I pull Nova back up and switch us places. I push the shirt over her head and pull her shorts and underwear off. His d**k throbs again as I rub her boobs.
I kiss her n*****s and I slide my finger inside her.
"mmmm" She moans for me.
I kiss her stomach and she spreads her legs.
"Jesus f**k woman." Dipak grabs his d**k as I kiss her p***y. She tastes sweet.
"Oohhh" Her hips move even more and she grabs the sheets.
"f**k yea." His d**k throbs hard again.
She flips us over and slides her fingers inside me.
"Yea" My hips move with her.
Then her lips touch my p***y. "Oh yes" My head falls back as she fingers and licks me.
Dipak is playing with his d**k now. Up and down, up and down. I put my hand on the back of her head. "Oh god."
"f**k woman." Dipak stands up and shoves his d**k in my mouth. He pushes it in deep then takes it out. "Fuck." He rubs it again.
She circles my clit with her tongue. "UUUHHH"
"Scream my name, woman."
She ssucks on it while her tongue plays with it. "DIPAK"
"FUCK."
She speeds her fingers.
"OH GOD DIPAK YES DIPAK" She flicks my clit with her tongue while I c*m on her fingers. "GOD YES" The pleasure slows down, and she licks me while I calm down.
"That was... you have to do something. I'm gonna die woman."
We get on our knees for him.
He stares at the ceiling as we lick the sides of it. We kiss and lick it at the same time. We take turns circling the head of it with our tongues while looking up at him.
He holds the arms of the chair so tight.
Then I put it in my mouth while she sucks and plays with his balls. "f**k woman. I'm gonna c*m soon."
She puts it in her mouth again. He watches it happen, and his head drops back again. I kiss his marking spot while she sucks on him.
"I'm gonna cum."
I put my hand on the base of d**k. When it starts throbbing, I drag my fangs over his marking spot.
He grabs the back of her head and pushes it down. "OOHH f**k YES"
After a few seconds, his body relaxes. I give him a few kisses while Nova keeps sucking on him.
"I love you."
"I love you too."
"Will you let her make you c*m again? I loved watching that."
"Of course."
He spins me around and pulls me down on his lap. He spreads my legs over the arms of the chairs. "I get a better angle this way." He kisses my marking spot. "Eat that p***y Nova."
She drops to her knees in front of us, then licks me while he kisses my marking spot. Her fingers slide in me. "OH DIPAK"
"Put a couple fingers in that ass too, Nova."
She fingers my ass and p***y while she kisses it. Dipak plays with my n*****s and kisses my marking spot.
"UUUHHH"
"Oh yea, you are f*****g loving this."
I try to move my hips with her but nothing works. All I can do is grab the arms of the chair and hold on. "DIPAK"
He squeezes my n*****s while Nova speeds up. "c*m for us."
"OH DIPAK" The pleasure explodes again. "DIPAK." He drags his fangs over my marking spot. "AAAHHHH" I c*m so hard and for so long. "DIPAK YES"
Dipak pushes her off and rubs my p***y. "Such a good girl. I'll give you 1 more." He rubs my clit with one hand and fingers me with the other.
"Oh"
He gives my marking spot a sloppy wet kiss. "I love this angle."
"YES"
"Good girl." He rubs back and forth on my clit.
"DIPAK YES."
"Oh babygirl. I know what my tight p***y likes." He rubs faster.
"DIPAK."
He kisses my marking spot and gets close to my ear. He gives me a low growl sounding "MMM"
"OH YES" He holds his fingers still and lets me c*m on them while his other hand rubs my clit. "DIPAK YES."
"Such a good girl."
"DIPAK I LOVE YOU"
He whispers in my ear. "I love you too sweetheart." Then he carries me to bed.