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What a beautiful site was in front of him. His wandering mind gave him a glimpse of what he can do to the willing girl writhing in his bed to be loved. as he was not a Saint.
He can do things to her because he could!
All his life he watched after his mother's death his father seduced by greedy girls. They use his father's loneliness and then ended up proving to be gold digger asking for money always. He hated them so, he made himself prone to be seduced by such kind of sluts.
Utkarsh was thinking when Monika squeezed their intertwined hands resting on either side of her head. He didn't realize when did he interwined it during the kiss.
With her eyes closed Monika was waiting for him but then curiously she opened her eyes and saw him smiling but then her mind registered that stupid smirk on his lips.
'f**k'
Monika tried to free her intertwined fingers from his but he didn't budge and smirked at her more.
She was looking here and there but at him.
"Utkarsh.. "
" Hmm" he hummed knowingly that she was referring to their intertwined hands.
"Utkarsh, you're embarrassing me " she felt beyond annoyed with his strange attitude.
Utkarsh looked at her up and down noticing she was not wearing anything inside and her insides were shaping from the thin material of her nightie.
He bends himself and inhaled near to her neck. She smelled nice, that's the first time he was so intimately close to a girl.
With Tina it was only Kissing never felt the urge or desire to take it further. He never even touched Tina in this way.But with Monika...
Monika gasped when he dipped his head and kissed her neck to her collarbone and down her arm as he slipped the sark off her shoulder revealing the soft, silky skin beneath.
The red strap of her b*a came in his view with the mangalsutra resting in the cleavage. He moved her mangalsutra aside and a mole on the edge of her swell caught his eyes.
He felt his throat become dry.
Monika twisted her arms within his hold unsure of everything happening to her right now.
She promised herself that she will give up her everything to Utkarsh to make her marriage successful. She will not share the same fate as of her mother. But her mother's marriage was not so perfect to take the lessons from them. Is it the right time to give herself? Is this how marriage works?
She felt his hands brushed her through the thin material moving on her stomach.
"Utkarsh " she tried to wake him up from his trance of desires.
She can see the whirlpool of desires reflecting his eyes, the effect she was having on him.
" I love you," he lied, he convinced himself
"you also love me right? "
Monika didn't understand anything, one minute ago they were arguing and another minute they were kissing.
Didn't know what came in her mind silently she nodded her head.
Utkarsh fooled her and himself also by giving up to his desires and pulled the silk lace of her gown and untied the knot. he lifted it all above her waist with other hand making her shudder feeling so exposed to him.
He shifted to take the c****m from his pocket which his best friend gave him for his first night as boy code.
Monika felt shy and pulled her nightie down. She watched him tearing the packet and get scared of him, he was going to find out. Better she should tell him.
" Utkarsh IAMNOTAVIRGIN " Monika blurted it out in one breath.
Utkarsh was shocked not knowing what to do? him being so n***d in front of her and the torn piece of packet between his teeth.
He spat the wrapper from his mouth and bit his lips.
' So they were right about her, she is not being the Virgin one.' In college his friends used to discuss about Monika, about her link ups, her break ups and about everything.
"I wanted to tell you about... "
Monika tried to explain.
" lets not talk about it "
He shushed her and smiled. Monika gulped thinking hard but then felt a bit relaxed and confused at the same time that he accepted her without asking about her past?
Not thinking anymore he leaned on her positioning himself while his fingers grazed with diamond ring along her thighs making her shiver with a cold touch.
Shit
Shit
Shit
He cursed while trying to adjust for his first time. He was so messed up. After trying so much, embarrassed of himself he looked at Monika.
"Umm, can you just move a little," he told her sheepishly and she wanted to laugh. She loved the sight of him hot and nervous at the same time.
Monika shifted a little and he entered inside her slowly and carefully.
"Holy s**t,
that takes a lot,
I hope it won't break inside " Utkarsh cried and slipped out immediately.
Couldn't control herself Monika started laughing at him aloud seeing his pained expression.
Watching her laughing so hard
he turned her around took strands of her hair, pulled it playfully and laughed with her.
"you are finding me funny eh? "
He covered her mouth with his hand playfully.
" lets do it again "
He positioned himself and entered inside her again in one stroke, opening her tight.
He smiled at her in victory and then he realise there was no resistance. He was still for a minute.
Monika's heart dropped but then he moved inside out.
A flash of image crossed her mind like someone else hand was closing her mouth.
A tear slipped from her eyes. Watching her utkarsh immediately removed his hand from her mouth.
"I am sorry, if I am hurting you"
He panicked but controlling herself Monika sushed him, curling her arms around his neck and smiled.
Not waiting for more, everything was set on fire, not thinking straight he touched her like he wanted, the sweet pain itched and the pace was set.
He was in so much of need of heat that he couldn't think straight, his head was spinning around, he couldn't see anything clearly.
His body was touching her everywhere. His hands grabbed those swells and she moaned becoming heavy with his touch.
That was the sight he never wanna forget.
In and out both reached their heights. He kissed her on the head and slipped out.
Breathing hard both of them looked into each other eyes. And after sometimes not able to look at her anymore Utkarsh got up and moved inside the bathroom to take a shower.
What the f**k he just did it? Regret, yes that was not the plan. f*****g her was not the part of his plan for God sake! That hot water was hitting his skin and more cold his heart was feeling.
He crossed the limits with her, he shouldn't have done that to her. But she also lied to him. She didn't told him that she was not a Virgin. So she shouldn't have to make the fuss about the s*x tomorrow.
Arguing in his mind he came inside the room wearing tee and shots.
Monika's innocent eyes was staring at him continuously watching his every move. He laid down beside her feeling her questioning eyes on him. Like she was waiting for him to say something. He couldn't take it so hiding himself he turned on his side winking at her. He closed his eyes with the memories of them together. He blushed, playing images in his mind.
With his back facing her, Monika felt suddenly everything changed. Was he mad at her now? She hoped he didn't think that she wanted to cheat him. She wanted to tell him everything but he? She did it right to give herself on the first night without explaining herself?
Or he is going to hate her for not telling him?
She also got up and had her shower, not knowing how to sink in the feeling of loosing her everything to him.
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