- Chris
I am in the hospital. My mother is sick, she has cancer in her lungs and is spreading in an unusual speed.
The doctor said she has 24 hours to live.
I cannot deal with this myself. My mother has been sick for almost a year now and Sofia has been through it all.
She has taken care of my mother, and not once did she complain.
She never told her parents about it, because i wanted to keep it a secret.
Sofia was and still is my talismane.
I know i was a jerk to her but i was too drunk to even think about what i was doing.
Well partialy i knew i was screwing Lora.
I regret every single second i spent with Lora. She is undeserving of love and appreciation.
She is nothing compared to Sofia. I wish she was here with me, helping me out, showing me the right way.
But i h
