THIRST

CHAPTER 28

As I am pinning myself in the large mirror on our bathroom, seeing Mar in this erotic look makes me turn on more. Pang-ilang orgasm naba namin ang nailabas?. Hindi ko na mabilang sa subrang pananabik.

He was panting as he is focusing himself in thrusting his member to mine.

" Ahhhh.. Mar. ", ungol ko nang binilisan niya ang pagpasok habang hawak hawak niya ang sandata ko. Holding it hard, grinding it like he wants to make it big again. I feel the heat inside my body. Looking back at him, kiss him hard, mas lalo siyang ginaganahan, every thrust he make, it was deep and big, pain but sweet.

" You're so sexy that I can't help myself, wanting for more Rain. You make me a hard on as always. ", bulong niya as he is looking at me directly to my eyes.

" See for yourself?. You are giving an expression that you want me more as much I do. You want me too hard and not to stop from taking you...Ahhhhhh.. ", ungol niya when he stroke it one more time as he is trembled from his release.

" I love you so much!", He said in my ear. Kissing it as I feel his hot breath.

" Mar , I want more.", I said while giving him an erotic look. Graveh, ang landi landi Mo Rain.

"Yes baby. I'll pleasure you in the bed. Let me clean you up, and we will continue afterwards. ", nakangisi niyang sabi habang tinitingnan niya ako sa salamin.

Kumuha siya nang shower gel at inilagay sa kamay , agad yung ipinahid sa katawan ko. The way he touch me is a feeling that he is seducing me. Traicing my sensitive parts.

" Ahhhh.. "Hindi ko mapigilan ang pag ungol. Kapwa kaming nakatingin sa sandata ko habang hinihimas niya yun sa paraang malilinis niya ito.

" So sexy. Ahhhh..", He said as he is licking his lips. ", I want it to be as clean as it could be Rain.

"Its growing, love. It's getting bigger. ", napatingin ako sa kung paano niya yun minasahi sa paraang masasarapan ako.

"AHhhh.. AHhhh.. ",tanaw ang sarili, nakakahiya man , I am the most pervert right now. Its all because, Mar is exoert when giving me satisfaction. He is really as good as fu*k.

.....Tanaw ang city lights sa labas nang veranda namin, Mar arms encircle my waist , pressing his hands against my lower back. I feel his love after we did. He really satisfied this time. Mas lalo na akong hindi na napaigilang manghingi pa nang marami.

" Is the hot chocolate okay?", tanong niya nang ginawan niya ako after we had our steam night in the bathroom and the bed. We can't sleep yet since I am bothered by something. Mar was generous enough, despite of being tired for all we've done, he is still want to accompany me by seeing the outside's beauty. It calmed me and can think properly.

" Mar, I have something to say. ", kahit hindi ko alam kong papayag ba siya sa pagkakataong ito, nagbabakasali ako since it was postponed last time.

" My ears is open !", kalmado niyang sabi.

" I accept a role as Kenjie in a movie." humarap ako sa kanya at inilagay ang cup of hot choco sa gilid ng lamesa. Kita ko ang pag kunot ang noo niya at hindi maipaliwanag na reaksyon. It's been awhile nang huli kong subok sa kanyang payagan ako to enter showbiz.

Alam naman niya, simula bata pa ako, I'd love to act in a theater, showcase my talent and be the center of attraction. I'd love that. It's just that, I have no confidence at all since I know for myself that I am a gay. I don't want to be judge.

" Is entering that craft , makes you happy?", tumango kaagad ako na ikinangiwi niya. " I know you will answer that immediately. I just didn't expect na mabibigyan mo pa yan nang consideration to insert in your life na subrang busy natin sa negosyo.

" Hindi naman talaga ako magiging active talaga. Hindi rin ako maghahangad nang iba pang malalaking project, extra nga lang ako dito eh. For a few scene lang. I just want to try, Mar. To feel what showbiz is. ",

I saw how he looked at me intently. On how he was observing my reaction, how I excited I am. Lahat yun, iniintindi ni Mar.

" Okay then. But . " he touch my face at agad akong hinalikan nang mabilis " I don't want you to have a partner. I don't want you to have a love team . Yung barkada ka lang. O di kaya, pwedy ring nagbebenta nang kung ano ano. " natataw niyang sabi sa akin.

Sumimangot kaagad ako. " Kapatid ako dito , Mar. Wala nga akong loveteam pero isa ako sa pinagseselosan since doctor ako dito. ano ka ba. ", Nagulat ako sa sinabi ko. Hindi ko na dapat yun sinabi since ...

" You're not going to accept that... ",

Agad ko siyang hinila at iniyapos ang dalawang kamay ko sa leeg niya.

" You already agreed right? ", nakangisi ko ng sabi sa kanya habang hinaplos ko ang pisngi niya .

" This is not right, Rain. Sasabog ako kapag....", I put my finger to his lips at hindi na siya pinasalita pa. .

" Don't you trust me , Mar?. I am your husband now. You don't have to worry for something that is impossible to happen. ",

Napapikit siya habang nakatingala bago ako pinagmasadan nang mabuti. Hinahalikan ako sa paraang baka magbago pa ang isip ko sa gustong tahakin na landas.

" If things gets worst and it is not already helping with our relationship, aayaw na kaagad ako. Hmm. What you think?", He just lean his forehead to mine while our nose was already touching each other.

" I'll be your manager then.", seryoso niyang sabi habang hinahalikan na ako sa leeg.

His kisses was making me tickle na natatawa na ako sa pinaggagawa niya.

" You can't do that. Our company is waiting for you, hindi pwedeng dalawa tayong mawala, Mar. Ayaw kong mamulubi tayo at hindi ko na matugunan pa ang mga luho ko. ", sabi ko pa habang pinagmamasdan siya nang maigi.

Hindi niya ako pinansin. He was busy kissing me, while his hands was already inside my pajama.

" The hec* My Love. let me have my peaceful night please... ",

" Are you sure? Its getter bigger Rain, and it was responding to my touch. What should I do then?. "

Napanganga nalang ako sa sinabi ni Mar nang mapaungol muli ako sa pagpasok ng dalawang daliri niya sa pinaka sensitibong parte ng katawan ko.

" Ahhhhhhhhh.. Coming.. ", sigaw ko nang tinawag ako ni Mar para ihatid sa conference about sa Movie. .

Though I have only few scene in the movie, they need me since I am the starting for everything.

" Call me time to time.", seryoso niyang sabi habang inaayos na ang mga gamit ko sa likod.

" I'll get you after I get Messie for our lunch. Okay?.", tumango kaagad ako.

I am so excited to experience this. Before, I was able to attend a runaway in a two big events at ngayon, pagiging artista naman ang papasukin ko.

"If ever I can't reply or answer your call, it means I am on the meeting already. ", nakangiti naman siyang tumango sa akin.

"Good luck then, My love.", Ngumiti ako sa kanya at agad siyang hinalikan sa labi.

I went inside, seeing the building, it's quiet good, Sa pagkakaalam ko, some directors are filipino and it is very convenient to me kahit papaano . Kasi hindi na ako mag aadjust masyado at maiilang narin.

The one who recruited and offer for me sa role ay si Leo. He was one of the producer of the movie and he is assured that I can manage to play my role very well.

Nakita ko kaagad si Leo, wearing some of my collections design at nakangisi na sa akin. Kasama niya ang husband niyang Foreigner.

It been awhile and he really move on from me.

" Rain., It's nice to see you for so long. "nakangiti niyang sabi at agad na nagbeso sa akin.

Nakipag Kamay naman ako sa boyfriend niya.

" Yeah, and another new experience na naman ang ipapasubo mo sa akin. .",

"Hahahahahaha.. Okay lang ba ky Mar?. ",

tumango kaagad ako. " He trust me enough kaya pumayag siya sa decision kong tanggapin ang role. ". .

" Good Good Then. Let's go inside, para makilala mo ang ibang makakasama mo sa movie.

Kinakabahan man ay confident akong pumasok. May kumpyansa sa sarili at nakangiti silang binati isa isa.

They are all welcoming. Some are filipino artist pero ang lead role are foreigner. and they are so nice and friendly.

" You are okay?", nakangiting sabi sa akin nang director. Napapansin siguro niyang medyo kinakabahan ako nang magbasa kami as script test.

" Yes , Direk. ", I said.

" Natural lang na kinakabahan ka talaga since it's your first. But I see a potential on you. Maganda ka tingnan sa camera at maganda rin ang boses mo kaya alam kong may paglalagyan ka sa industriya , Rain", . nakangiti nitong sabi sa akin. Some directors or even the foreigner, namamangha sa kung paano ko bigkasin ang bawat salita sa script. Sabi nila Its suit to my own character.

Napangiti kaagad ako sa sinabi niya. .

" Thank you for the compliment , Direk. Malaking bagay yan para mas maboast nang husto ang confident ko. "

Tinapik niya ang balikat ko at agad ring nakipag usap sa iba pang mga cast.

I check my phone nang makitang may mga tawag yung galing kay Mar.

1 message received.

" I am waiting outside. ",

Nakangiti kaagad akong nagtipa at agad siyang tinawagan matapos akong magpaalam sa mga makakatrabaho simula bukas sa taping.

" Mahal", bungad niya ng sagutin niya ang tawag ko.

" I am on my way , Mar. Sorry for the unattended calls. Nabusy ako sa pakikisalamuha sa ibang cast. They are so nice. ", nakangiti ko pang sabi.

Kumakaway kaway pa ako nang makita ko ang sasakyan niya sa may entrance ng building.

He is already with Messie at kapwa may malaking ngiti sa akin.

" Did you enjoy?", bungad niya ng makapasok ako. Tumango kaagad ako at agad na bumaling sa likod kung saan nakaupo si Messie.

" Yeah.. Hi , Love. How's school?. ", .

" Medyo busy dada, pero kaya naman. Hehe.",

"Marami akong kwento. Pero sasabihin ko yan during our lunch. Let's Go!".

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