"You are so special, I can't describe it in words." I am so confused. Yesterday was the most emotional day of my life, everything went down hill so quickly and I still haven't recovered from the heart-wrenching emotions Seraya's words elicited from all of us. I don't know how to feel, but fear is deeply rooted in my heart and very easy to excavate. I went back to sleep alone in my bed, I spared him, you know who, no attention, I only acted and refrained from using words. He was relentless, as always, he kept trying to hold me and I rejected him harshly and my rejection was effective enough to make him leave. I slept and he didn't visit my dreams, so my sleep was better than most days. The next morning, yesterday morning I woke up and was reminded of the night before