"That is all I know, to hurt. I am the devil, sweetheart, Lucifer, King of Darkness, God of Hell, I have no heart." I was desperate. It was a hard reality to accept, but deep down I knew there was no turning back from this, I have resisted him the entire week and I am a hundred percent certain that my escape tactics are going to be futile this time- yet I was still determined to try, I couldn't bear the thought of being pregnant at eighteen, with five more months of senior year to go, more than that of losing my virginity very painfully. He must have sensed that I was trying to reposition myself and my hands were attempting to push him down, so he did what he does best, he brought my arms up to the sides of my head and he held them firmly in place, he neutralise