The Lonely Wife

I finally Have Her & Not Letting Her Go.

Derek POV

My gaze is set on Bella, my Bella, who is lying on a King-size bed. I am so glad I grabbed her and took her to my special hideout; even Jamie doesn't know where this is. Not even Louis knows where this is.

Ha-ha! I was chuckling to myself while Bella was still knocked out. I was touching her soft lips.

My choice to pick Jamie over my love here comes down to one question: Why? The person I love is her, not Jamie. Observing her from above the bed, I thought these thoughts. Since the beginning of our relationship, the things I put Bella through have made me so ashamed. The more I was around Jamie or another girl, the more I wished I had listened to my heart instead of my c**k. 

For that being said, I have to do the right thing. Louie loves Bella, which pisses me off, but I gave her up for Jamie, stingy and pregnant with my child. I was told that by her. In any case, I will let Bella go. She deserves so much more than me.

Opening up my cell phone was the first thing I did while dialing Louis's number. I looked down at her. She is still sound asleep.

After picking up the phone, he shouts at me.

"Mother fucker, why did you take Bells away like that? You had no right to do so. I can't believe you did that, man. Please tell me where Bells is at this moment." Louis shouted angrily.

The way you and Jamie treated her is a disgrace. I can't believe you gave up an angel for a slut like Jamie. You are a fool to cheat on a diamond for a rock." Louis said.

I listened attentively to everything he said since he was right. I f****d up, and now it is too late. Because Jamie is carrying my unborn baby.

Instead of listening to my c**k, I should have heard to my heart. Whenever I think back on the past, I want to slap myself across the face.

Why did I do this to this beautiful creature lying on the bed, just sleeping like she is in peace? I am the monster that took her away. I never deserved her

. I never did. Louis always did.

I grabbed my phone again and dialed Louis's number. 

I waited for him to pick it up.

"Come and get her. I am backing down, and you can have the girl of your dreams, bro. Okay.

You deserve her. You always did, and I was not worthy of her love or worthy to her." I said.

"Man," he said, but I hung up and sent him the address on his phone.

Then I looked over at Bells, and then I kissed her forehead and walked towards the door.

I whispered, "Goodbye, my love, my Bella Rose," I whispered and headed out the door and out of the house to my car with my driver driving me away.

"Sir, are you okay, is Mrs. Bella okay." Samson, my driver, asked.

I nodded my head and then said, "Louis is picking her up, and I just wanted to say my goodbyes to her. That is all. So I did, and so I left her there waiting for the one true love that deserved her more than I ever did." I said brokenly.

Then my phone was ringing, and then I looked at it, and Jamie was calling me.

I take deep breathes, and then I answer it.

"Yes, Jamie, what is it," I asked her.

"Nothing, I was just wondering when you will be home. I miss you, and I made a big supper for us," Jamie said.

"Ooh, okay, I will be right over, darling; see you in a little bit," I told her.

"Grrrr, she is so f*****g clingy. I am so f**k if I have to be stuck with her. She is a stingy b***h and always asking for something from me all the f*****g time." I shouted in the car with the divider closed.

It is soundproof, thank goodness.

She always wants me to spend time with her and always be around. I am shocked she didn't follow me here. I hope not.

I get a text saying. Best Bud: Hey man, I have Bells now. Please don't get in between us again. You have Jamie and don't hurt Bells anymore, okay. Take care, buddy.

I send a text back. Me: no prob bro. Take care of her.

I put my phone down and looked out the window with tears on my cheeks because I knew in my heart.

I would always love Bella.

"f**k, why did I treat her so poorly and awful? I should be kicked in the balls for how I treated her. I would sneak out at night and come back home late, telling her lies that her father kept me there later for the clients. Man, I did that for three years of our marriage. I was so stupid to mess around with Jamie for over Seven years. I should never give in when she would say," Baby, I love you. So what if you are with her? I love you and only you, baby. Please, I make it your while," she said all the time.

I was listening to my c**k and not my heart.

"f**k I love her. I f*****g love my ex-wife, and now I can't get her back. I lost her. I wanted to keep her and have Jamie too, but when I look back on everything, Bella was the only person who really loved me and was there for me. And now she is gone and never coming back to me ever again.

Tears were coming down my eyes and onto my cheeks, and then I whipped them away and put my divider down and told Samson to head home, and I am not in the mood to go to Jamies and my new home tonight.

"Okay, sure, sir, We will head back to your suite," Samson said.

Then he turned towards town and away from mine and Jamie's new place.

I didn't even answer the phone an hour later. When I got to my studio suite, I just laid on my bed and went to sleep While my phone kept ringing and buzzing all night.

And I thought let Jamie feel the awful feeling we both did to Bella when she would call, and I won't answer the phone.

I fell asleep and planned a DNA Test on Jamie's baby to see if it was mine.

Louis POV

I am in my car. I am pissed off that Derek took her from right under my nose like that. f**k, when I get my hands on him, I will beat the f**k out of him. I don't care if he is like a brother to me. I will hurt him because he hurt Bells.

I shouted and banged my hands on the steering wheel, and then my phone buzzed.

I looked down, and it was Derek. I answer it.

But before I even say anything, he is already telling me to come and get her, and he won't get in the way anymore. Then he hung up the phone before I could get another word out."Man," then click.

Then I heard a ding, and it was a text message. I looked at it, and it had the address to where he took her at.

I copy it and then put it in my google maps and head to go and get her—my love.

I get to this big grey log cabin out in the middle of nowhere, and there is a big lake in the back behind the lake—such a beautiful place. I don't blame Derek for keeping this place a secret, especially if he will be with Jamie. Yikes, I feel bad for him, and I am happy at the same time because now I have Bells.

I open up the front door and head up the stairs, and there on the giant king-size bed is Bells, still sleeping and looking beautiful.

My oh my, I love this woman so much. I can't wait to spend my whole life with her as my wife.

I am going to ask her on our first anniversary to marry me.

I walk over to her, and I pick her up.

She is mumbling something under her breath, but I bend down towards her forehead and kiss her. 

I walked out of the bedroom, down the stairs, straight out of the house, and towards my truck.

I put her on the passenger side and put a seatbelt on her.

I get on my side and fasten my seatbelt and start up the truck.

Then I text Derek to let him know I have Bells.

He texted back, and then I felt so bad for him. He realized he loved Bells, but he let her go because he knew I loved her more.

I drive to the closet hotel and get us a room. I lay her down on the bed, and I sleep in the recliner.