The Lonely Wife

Out And Finally Out

Bella POV

Three Months Later, I am still not doing so well. I heard from my brother, who is still friends with Jamie's brother that Derek, my husband proposed to Jamie last night in Italy.

I was so heartbroken from the reality that everything around me was coming so fast and making my head spin. I can't believe that I am going through this. When I watched them chic flicks and where the girl gets cheated on or dumped. I would say over and over again in my head. I am not in that situation, and I have a great guy that loves me, and we are doing great. But man, I was so wrong. Derek was f*****g my best friend behind my back since day one.

I loved him so much, I thought,

Now they are traveling and enjoying themselves on the beach, eating at the best restaurants in Italy, flaunting it, and showing everyone how much they love each other while I am here in my new house in my bed. Feeling sorry for myself and dreading tomorrow and happy at the same time.

I will be single and not ready.

I just can't and will not stop thinking, why? And what I did to deserve this treatment. I was significant to him, and I was faithful to him. I was in thought when my phone buzzed.

I picked it up, and there on the other line was moaning, and when I looked at the number, it was Derek's phone number. God, why did I answer the call?

"Yes, oh yes, right there, Yes, eat my p***y, baby." I heard Jamie moan, and then I slammed the phone down.

What the f**k was that about?.. Why did she call me up like that? I know I already lost, but she didn't need to call me.? I thought.

I was lying in bed, and then I had a phone call.

"Girl, get dressed and come out big sis,? Tyler says.

"No, I am too tired to go out.?" I said back into my phone.

"No, don't you do this. You need to show two f***s, that you are not moping at home and crying over Derek, okay.

"Dude, I know you are right but don't say mean things about my older sister, dude." I heard Jamie's little brother say.

"f**k you, Trent, she is a b***h" Tyler responded to Jamie's little brother.

"Dude, you are right, dude," Trent says.

"Yeah, no, you are on board," Tyler said to Trent.

"Yes, my sister did was awful, and I am so sorry you are going through that, but I will take you out, and we can watch a movie and have some fine dining. What do you say?" Trent said while taking over Tyler's phone while I hear my brother. Saying." Dude, that is my sister you just asked out?" Tyler says.

"Yeah, so she is hot," Trent says.

"But she is Twenty Five years old? Tyler says.

"Yeah, so again, she is hot?" Trent says.

"And she is my sister?" Tyler says.

"Dude, how many times did I say. Your sister is smoking hot, and I heard from Louis he wants her, so I am going to get my chance before he takes her away from all of us single males here." Trent says.

Then I heard all of his guy friends saying." Go, Trent, yes, man, get her. Be a man" I heard male voices, more than one shouting that.

"Give her the one, two oh Trent that girls always moaning about." I heard one of their friends say.

"Yeah, the Trent delights," I heard them say.

What on earth are my brother and these boys up to when I am not around or my parents?

I thought it over, and then I was like yeah, I should go and enjoy myself.

"Okay, Trent, count me in and count me as your date, you young stud," I said while smiling on the phone.

"Yes, dude, your sister said yes to me," Trent told Tyler.

"Sis, do you dare, he is dating Cindy from Science class," Tyler says.

"Oh, f**k I forgot about that. damn, that sucks." Trent says.

"What?" I said on the phone. "You was going to cheat on your girl with me," I asked.

"No, I swear it was going to close date. I was just trying to cheer you up, that is all." Trent says while stealing Tyler's phone again.

I heard in the background that most of all the male friends of Tyler's say.

"f**k I will sell my left nut for a chance to go on a date with your sister. She is hot. Hotter than that, Jamie?" I heard. I just smiled and said, "Thanks, Guys. I will meet you at the Pizza joint in twenty minutes, okay." I told Tyler on the phone when I was about to hang up. But I heard.

"I am so glad we are doing this for my sister. She doesn't deserve this treatment. Trent, you have a f*****g b***h for a sister." Tyler says.

"I know, and I am so sorry what has happened to your sister. But I am glad we are cheering her up tonight because she will when the news comes on if she didn't hear yet. I don't know when it will come on.?" Trent says.

I already have an idea what they are talking about because I turned on the tv and found Derek and Jamie climbing off of the private jet she always took when we were in college and going on trips.

They both walked off the jet, holding hands and smiling for the cameras.

Then at the bottom of the screen, it said. "Happily in love and finally engaged, and excepting child."

I was so broken when I noticed that last part. I have been trying to have a baby, but Derek kept saying we should wait. I have been married to him since I was Twenty years old. Am I now Twenty Five? I thought.

Now I know why he didn't want to have a baby with me. As I was thinking back when I turned on the tv and saw what I saw on the tv screen, I was so out of it and thought I heard someone say.

"Yeah, what Trent's sister and that A-hole Derek did to her, your hot sister should have a great celebration tonight and go out and having with us? She shouldn't be in the house alone, and that A Hole is having the time of his life." someone said before I hung up.

I got into the shower and got my hair dried, and then I picked out a plum dress that goes above my knees.

I got some make-up on, and then I looked down and noticed my old engagement ring was on my finger. I forgot about that ring.

I loved that ring.

It was the first of all first with Derek.

The very first time we made love, well, for me, it was.

But that night after we got engaged. He was my first and only.

I was saying out loud and ranting about how "I would do anything for that man.

And what do I get a knife in my back? "I yelled out loud?

From the love of my life and my best friend.

Now that's a b***h, I thought.

I took off the ring.

I felt free and powerful.

I applied some lipstick, and then I got up after fixing my hair.

I went to my closet and took out Derek's favorite dress of mine, and put it on. He would say, "Baby, don't be wearing that for other men to look at you. That is mine to only look at." I said out as he does,

"Now, f**k you, Derek, f**k YOU," I shouted.

I was about to brush my teeth and then head out the door. That is when my phone buzzed.

I looked down at my phone. It was Derek's number.

I picked up my phone, and I noticed it was him calling me. I looked at the clock, and it said Six here, and I am guessing he was done eating her out by the sounds of it earlier when the same f*****g number called me while I picked it up and heard Jamie moaning out just that.

I looked at it, and then I didn't answer; I just let it go to voicemail. I just listen to it tomorrow before the big day. My Divorce and then I have a pool party and invite everyone to come.

I am so sad that they put me through, but I am glad I found out before I had any kids with that cheat.

But it still hurts because I guess it wasn't enough for him. I wasn't what he wanted now, and I guess from what emails I have been getting from Jamie, she sent me the messages back and forth of her and him. The other night before it came out, they're engaged.

Wow, damn, They played me big time. I looked over and over at these messages from texts and emails. He said in the notes that I was nothing to him, only a paycheck and comfort, that is all. Also, he always loved Jamie and not Bella. I was so hurt I called him up and screamed into the phone, and I did that while I was drunk at the time. That was two months ago.

I am having a blast out with my brother's friends, and I noticed Trent was staring at me,

"What, Trent. Are you going to try to give me Trent delights?" I said to him in his ear.

I whispered it, and he just smiled and looked away.

"Ooh, so you heard that?" Trent says.

"Yes, yes I did," I said.

"But I want to say don't cheat on Cindy if you love her and don't be like Derek and your sister, okay," I said.

"Yes, I will be faithful to Cindy. I love her." Trent said.

"That is great news. I am happy for you?" I said.

"Did you know Tyler has someone also?" Trent said.

"Really, who?" I asked.

"Well, actually, it is more like a Triad relationship?" Trent said.

"Really?" I said while looking over at my brother dancing with a girl, and a guy was dancing beside them closely.

"Who are they?" I asked.

"Well, just say have an open mind, okay," Trent says.

I just couldn't say anything. Is he saying my brother likes men and women.? I thought.

I just nodded my head for a yes," I will be." I said

To be opened minded.

Trent walks over towards Tyler and grabs his ass, and my brother turns around and looks over at me, and then he grabs Trent's hand and walks back over towards me.

"Sis, I want you to be the first to know about my secret," he says.

"And what is that?" I said with a smirk on my lips.

"Trent and I have been a couple since last year," Tyler says.

"Cindy is the relationship, but we haven't asked her to an official with us," Tyler said quietly.

"Ooh, brother, I am so...so ... happy for you both," I said while giving both of them hugs.

"You are?" They both said at the same time.

"Yes, I am. I thought I saw things before, but now I can see." I said.

"Really, like when?" he asked.

I was sitting down and picked up my drink.

"Last month, when you were studying late, and I smelt cologne on you, and it wasn't yours," I said.

"Ooh," Tyler says while blushing and looking away.

"So you are cool with this?" Trent asked.

"Yes, while?" I said.

"Because of this," Trent says and kisses my brother hard on his lips.

"Damn, boy, I bet you wanted to do that all night." Someone said behind us.

I looked behind myself, and it was Louis with two drinks in his hands.

"Hey, darling, I thought I had seen you over here with these two lovebirds here," Louis said.

"You knew about them?" I asked him.

"Yeah, I did. I thought you knew too?" Louis asked me.

"No, I sure didn't?" I said under my breath,

"But I am glad they are together and happy," I said.

I just looked over at my brother, and he was being held in Trent's arms and then gave them a smirk.

"I know what you're going to ask me, sis. Go ahead and spill it; I am all ears," Tyler says.

"Well, just wondering who is the pitches and who is the catcher?" I asked.

Then I heard all of them drinking spit out their drinks, all done the front of themselves.

I just hid a giggle and looked over at Tyler and Trent.

"Sis, damn, while we all were about to take a drink, you had to say that," Tyler says while laughing his ass off.

"Yep, I guess that is me. The goofy, goody-two-shoes big sister." I said while smiling.

"Well, this is all new to us and well. We haven't done that yet?" Tyler says while looking away from Trent.

"Wait, what so to tell me you are a virgin, and you never had s*x?" I asked my brother.

"No, I never said that. I just never been that far yet with Trent." Tyler says.

"Well, are you?" I whispered into his ear.

He just nods his head as for a yes,

"Trent, are you ever been with a guy before?" I asked him.

"Other than kissing a bloke, no, not even once f****d a dude or a dude f****d me, but when I was Sixteen, I secretly touched a guy's c**k while he was sleeping. It was hard, and I just couldn't stop myself.?" Trent responded while looking away from my brother.

Me that who I am asked him while whispering in Trent's ear, "Who was it?" I asked.

He whispered back into my ear. "Your brother," he said.

I just smiled, and then I heard my brother say.

"Who was it babe,?" he asked Trent.

"I tell you later, are you ready to go now, baby," Trent said to Tyler.

"We have to go and see Cindy because we have to ask her if she wants to be in a relationship with us both.?" Trent asked.

"And are you ready to come out to everyone?" Trent asked Tyler.

Tyler leaned over and kissed Trent right on the lips.

"Yes, I am so ready, baby, and I am also ready," Tyler says while looking into Trent's eyes.

"Check, please. Trent says while dragging my brother away quickly.

"Damn, the two love birds," Louis says beside me; he was very close to me.

"Hey, Louie, how you been.?" I asked him.

"I would be doing better if you answered my texts and calls.?" Louie demanded.

"I am so sorry about that. I have been busy moving out of the house and changing address for my mail and changing everything over to my new house in my name bills and all and spending more time at my parent's house, you know same s**t but different day." I said while picking up my drink.

"I wanted to see if you had any plans tonight, and I am glad my cousin Josh told me you were heading out with them tonight," Louis says.

"Ooh, Louie, you know I would call you?" I said.

While I was looking away, one of the guys asked me if I was dating Louie. I just shake my head as for a no.

"Louie, would you like to dance with me?" I asked.

"I thought you never ask.?" He says while holding out his hand to me.

We were swaying on the dance floor. It was a slow romantic song, and then I heard a camera flash going off. Then I heard someone say "Kiss her" In the crowd.

I looked up into Loius's eyes, and then he leaned down towards my face, but then he just kissed my cheek. Then he whispered in my ear.

I was looking into his eyes, those bright green eyes; why haven't I thought Louis was gorgeous, ooh that is right, because of Jamie. I thought he was who Jamie had a crush on.

"Derek is going to have a cow when he sees that picture tomorrow morning," Louie says.

I leaned up towards his lips and said.

"He will have a cow when it says we f****d tonight," I said while walking away from Louie while looking back. Then I gave him a wink, and the paparazzi took more pictures of us.

Louis just chased after me and stopped me outside my car, and slammed his lips onto mine.

"Bells, please let me help you forget Derek?" He begged in between kisses.

"Let me make love to you or f**k you either way. I want you and I have been dying to have since 11th grade in high school?" He says while kissing down my neck, and then he is picking me, then he opens up my car door and helps me in, and then he takes my keys and gets in as well.

"Where is your new house at?" Louie asked.

"No, take me to your place Louis?" I said. While giggling.

Please not be a dream again. I have been dreaming about Louis for a few months now.

I felt the car stop and woke up with a kiss on my lips and felt soft underneath me.

I looked over, and I was in bed with Louis.

"Good Morning, darling Bells. How did you sleep?" Louis asked.

"Louie, did we?" I asked him.

I was hoping we did, but then I hope we can now that I am awake.

He looked down at me and smiled. "Nope, we didn't, baby girl," Louis responded.

"Ooh, well, I am glad I woke with you, though," I said while looking away and hiding my head under the covers.

"Me too, baby girl, me too." I heard Louis say, and he was scooting me closer to his side of the bed, and then I heard his phone going off.

He was out of the bed faster than you stubbed your toe.

He looked over at me, and then I noticed the screen light up with Derek's name.

"Bells, when I answer this, it is up to you what you want to do. Do you want him to know you are in my bed at Six AM, or do you want me to lie and tell him he is full of it and that you are not here? Take your pick but pick fast, okay. he is calling again, and this time is a video chat." Louis commanded.

"Do you want him to know you are here?" Louis asked again.

I nodded my head yes.

He answered the phone call while I walked out of the bedroom and into his bathroom. I turned on the water and waited for it to fill up.

I put my fingers into the water to check the water's temp, and then I took off my clothes and got into the bath.

I was soaking and relaxing, and I heard the commotion outside in the bedroom where Louis talked to Derek.

He answered the phone call, and I heard Derek ask, "So I see you are going after my wife now." Derek demanded and was not happy about it.

"What are you're talking about?" Louis asked.

"Don't, and I know you were with my wife last night. It is all over the morning news. My parents called me just Twenty minutes ago and told me you and Bella were all over each other last night at the restaurant. The same damn one I took her when I asked her to marry me at?." Derek says.

"Yes, well, you are with Jamie right now, and I did you asked her to marry you?" Louis asked.

"Yes, well, you see, I... I am just saying Bella is mine, and you stay the f**k away from her." Derek says angrily towards Louis on the phone.

I was like, oh that is it, I am not anyone's, and that includes that asshole giving Louis a hard time. He picks that b***h. He made his decision, and I wasn't one of them anymore.

I walked out and said. "Louie, are you ready to some sleep now," I said.

While I looked at the phone screen, I was like, oh s**t, look but knew he was on the phone with Louie and a video chat.

"Bella Rose, What The Flying f**k Are You There With My Best Friend?" Derek shouted at me.

"I was out with my brother and his friends, and I ran into Louis, and he and Clicked that is all. Oh, by the way, congrats on the engagement, Derek," I said while getting into the bed beside Louis.

I had a towel around my body.

I can see Derek glaring into my face while talking to Louis.

"Take her home now," Derek says.

No, I don't think so. While smiling at him, I said to believe we f**k and now exhausted and finally going to bed. You see, I am going to stay the night here with Louis and sleep finally."

"The lady made her choice, and I also beat so, see you tomorrow," Louis says.

But then I said. "Oh, see you tomorrow when we finalized our divorce, Derek," I said while snuggling into the blankets.

"Take care," I said while pretending to go to sleep.

"Yeah, man, catch you later," Louis says while hanging up the call, but the video is still on.

"Hey, their stud, give me a kiss," I said.

I knew the video was still on, but I just couldn't see Derek's reactions to what he had been hearing.

I heard a growl and then a click.

I thought Karma's a b***h, and he just got served.

A few hours later, I woke up with something poking in the butt.

"Ooh, well, hello darling, are you hungry," Louis asked in my neck.

"I am starving, but cuddling like this is beating my hungry right now," I said.

"Yeah, I know what you mean. I haven't cuddled in so long," Louis says.

I felt him snuggling behind me even more, and I forgot I was in a towel and had no clothes on.

"Louis, did that really happen last night with the making out and you wanting to be with me?" I asked him.

I pulled closer and said. "What do you think," Louis says while poking me with his hard-on.

"I say Yes, I do believe you want me," I said while giggling.

He pushed me on my back and got on top of me.

"You better believe your sweet ass I do," Louis says while leaning down towards my lips and kissing me deeply.

I felt my hands go down his shoulders and to his chest.

I felt his abs, and then my hands nervously went past his belly button and almost into his boxer shorts, but then I was about to touch his c**k and feel how hard he was for me. My phone was buzzing off on the bedside table.

I pulled my body closer to that side of the bed and picked up my phone. It was a text.

I opened up the text, and it was Derek and Jamie having s*x on the hotel bed.

Then another text came through, and it was video.

"Bells, don't open that up. If you are not ready for that, don't open it. She is trying to get under your skin. Don't let her baby girl, now get over here so I can have my wicked way with you, baby girl." Louis says with a smug smile on his lips.

I put my phone down and hurried back over towards Louis, and then he got to pull the towel off of my body. I was nervous because I had only been with one guy. It had been eight months since that last time I made love.

"It's okay, baby girl. I will take care of you. I have a secret to tell you, baby girl?" Louis says while kissing my cheek and then slowly towards my lips.

"I have been in love with you since I first met you," Louis says.

"Really,?" I asked him.

"Yes, baby girl, I have," Louis.

"It is up to you what you want from me or for us," Louis says.

Louis. "If you want to forget Derek and just one time with me, I will take it. I will take anything you give me, baby girl. I love you, Bells. I always have."

I thought I should at least see where this is going, and so far, I am enjoying this with him.

I pulled him towards my lips and finally said what I had wanted to say since last night.

"f**k me, make me forget, and then take me out for breakfast," I said.

"Your wish is my commanded," Louis says while kissing my lips hard.

I felt his hands all over my body, and then I saw stars in front of my eyes.

I felt him swirl around my nub, and then I felt him touch my upper thighs because I was shaking.

"It's okay, baby, you are doing great," Louis says.

"Mmm, more I need more. I need you inside of me, Louis." I moaned out.

"Yes," I heard him say, and then I felt him flick his tongue on my clit.

"Fuuuuuck," I shouted out.

I felt him climbing back up my body and stopping at my breast to give it attention again before he went down on me. I thought I was ready for him.

I looked down, and he was stroking his c**k, then he started to kiss my neck, and then he started kissing my lips.

I can taste myself of his tongue, Sweet I thought.

"You taste so f*****g good. Then I felt him at my entrance.

Then I woke up from my phone buzzing off.

"Louis, babe, I want more. Why did you stop?" I said while looking around.

"f**k all, that was a dream damn, I wish it were real.

"Hello, "I answered with a breathy voice.

"Why do you sound like that?" Derek asked me.

"No reason, why?" I said back.

"What do you want?" I asked him.

"I just saw if you changed everything and if you left anything behind. If so, I can bring it to you." Derek asked.

"Nope, it's good I asked Louis to bring here," I said.

"Wow, you and Louis spending a lot of time together.?" Derek asked.

"No, not really, just I have been busy," I said.

"Did you go to Itlay with Jamie?" I asked him.

"Yes, I did," Derek replied.

"Ooh, well, okay then," I said

"Ooh, would you mind if I came over so we can talk?" Derek asked.

"No, I don't think that is a good idea, a few hours before we head in for the finalized divorce," I said.

"Bella Rose, please don't do this. I love you and only you." Derek says.

It wouldn't be good if Jamie got wind of what you said, would it?" I reminded him.

Derek demanded, "you are mine despite what she thinks.".

As soon as I finished the call, I said, "I am not yours anymore. I will see you around 1 PM today." I then hung up.

While I was looking around, I noticed that I was wearing a plum dress, yet I was alone and in my bedroom, sitting in my bed.

Oddly, I thought I was lying in Louis's bed. After getting up, I got into the shower. Head over to Louis' place after getting ready.

I finally arrived, and Louis' motorcycle was in his driveway,

However, another car was also out there.

Upon knocking on the door, a blonde answered, "Yeah, what you want?" she asked.

"I was hoping to talk to Louis, is by any chance up right now," I asked her.

"Oh, who?" she asked.

"You know the guy that lives here? Is he up yet?" I asked her again.

"Ooh, yeah nope, he just finally went to bed, if you get my meaning," she said.

I was hurt. I have no clue that he does one-night stands. I hope this is a nightstand and nothing more. I already can't stand her.

"Well. Thank you and also tell Louis I call him later, okay." I said.

"Yep, not ever happening, whoever you are," she said while slamming the door in my face.

"b***h" I said while shutting the door in my face.

I walked away, and then it was Ten in the morning when I got home. I made myself some breakfast and watched some tv and then there it was from my dream. The big news. "The newly lovers and engagement."

Right on the Tv Screen.

I was shocked and thought that doing everything was something I deserved. I never was mean or rude or just plain awful to anyone; I was always a happy go lucky, kind of girl.

I watched some Golden Girls and ate my eggs. While I was taking a bite, my doorbell rang.

I got up, and then I put down my remote and paused my show.

I opened the door, and there in front of me was Louis.