The Lonely Wife

Ex-Husband

Bella POV

"What do you want, Derek?" I asked brokenly.

"Just that you stay single and be with me," Derek says.

I just gave him a look and just started to laugh.

"Are you kidding me right now? You were the one who didn't want me anymore. You f**k my bestie behind my back, Hell I don't know when you started that, but it makes me sick that I gave you all of my first." I said to him.

I bent down, just shocked by all I was thinking about, and it really did happen. He f*****g cheated on me. I was thinking, man, I remember one time he smelt of smelly nasty perfume and had lipstick stands on his shirt,  but he told me it was blood he cut himself.

Flash-Back "Baby, are you home.?" I asked him.

But no sound from him at all. Where was he at 2 am?

But then the front door opens up, and there he was, coming in with his suitcase and hair disheveled.

"Where have you been, darling?" I asked him.

"Got to go take a shower. I am starving. Do you have food made? Sorry baby, I had to work late again." Derek says.

"Again, but we need to make arrangements for our engagement party this weekend.?" I told him.

"I know, but about you do it, okay, sweetheart," Derek says while coming over to give me a sweet kiss on the lips.

" I knew you see it my way. Love," Derek says 

"Gross, babe, you smell awful. What is that?" I asked him.

"Ooh, some old lady came in there smelling like that. Trust me, all of us smelled like her when we all left the meeting room." Derek says.

When I noticed red on the collar of his shirt.

"What is that? Oh no, you?" I said, but he interrupts me before I could finish what. I was about to say.

"I cut myself, baby. It is nothing," Derek said while turning around and heading up the stairs to our bedroom.

I had a feeling he was hidden, and he was hiding something for me.

End Of The FlashBack.

I was looking at Derek in his eyes, and I thought back to the time when I finally gave in and finally made love with my soon-to-husband Derek.

FlashBack

As I was looking up at me before you turned the corner to head in to take a shower. I was blind by the love I had for him. So two months later, I finally gave in, and we finally go all the way. Three days before we got married. Because one night he came back from work. He put down his suitcase and attack my lips. I knew I loved him, and  I want to give all of my first to him. So I did. We went all the way, and it was strange at first because it was my first time, but I thought I swore I heard Derek moan my best friend's name. "Jamie," But then I heard him moan. " Damn" 

Then he grunts, and that was it for that night.

He rolled over and kissed my cheek, and rolled away from me to sleep.

I was lying there waiting for a cuddle or something because I finally gave him my gift.

Nope, he didn't even move a muscle until the next morning I noticed him gone.

End of FlashBack.

Now I think what a f*****g douche.

At the thought, he said Jamie he f*****g really did, that is what he said, but to think of now what a f*****g jerk.

"You moan out Jamie's name when I first gave it to you. I shouted at Derek outside the Lawyer's office, and people are walking around us. You are a f*****g asshole."

"No, baby, I swear I love you, not her." Derek pleads to me.

"I don't care you already chose her, and now I am choosing Louis," I said.

"Come on, Louie, let's go and take me home. So I can get ready for our date." I said.

"Right beside of you, baby," I heard Louis say, and then I heard a grunt.

Then I stop, but before that, I was picked up off of the ground.

While I was walking away, I felt two arms around my waist to carry me away from where we were at.

"Hey, put me down. When I finally looked, I noticed Derek's men held down Louis.

I was in Derek's arms running towards his car.

He opens up the door, and then he tells his driver to drive the car.

I was just so angry. " WHY" I screamed in his face.

"This is for your own good. You are mine and no one else." Derek says.

He then sticks a cloth under my nose, and then I see black.

I thought before it got dark and fading around me. Ooh, f**k what now?.

Derek POV

"I am going keep with me at my secret place. Not even Jamie knows where this is at, or my best bud Louis.

Now he is not my best bud anymore. Trying to take what is mine away from me."  I whispered in Bella Rose's ear. Mine. I can't wait to make love to her. It has been ages since I touch my Bella Rose.

I heard a groan beside me. I pick Bella up and put her on my lap.

I snuggle into her neck. I kiss and nibble on the side of her neck.

"Baby," I whispered in her ear. 

But she isn't waking up. I just grabbed her hand and then led it up to my mouth, and I start to kiss her hand.

I try again. " Baby," I said louder than a whisper.

"Mmm," she moans out.

I look down towards her face, and I lean down towards her lips. 

I kiss her tender sweet swallowing lips." Baby, god, you make me so hard right now. You smell so f*****g good." I groan out loud.

"Hmm, what was that," She says while her eyes are shut.

"Baby, let me have a taste again," I asked her before diving in at her lips again.

"Mmm, so f*****g sweet," I said after I stopped kissing her lips and trailed my lips down her slender neck.

I felt her wiggling on my lap, and I can feel high tide that I will get super hard, and then I will be randy to f**k her.

"What? No, let me go." Bella Rose screams.

"Unhand me, but," She shouts out.

I can hear my driver chuckle. I look up at Bella, and then I attack her luscious lips.

"f**k, baby, I screwed up big time. I growled out. I growled out. I missed you, my little Rose."

"Well, I haven't. Now excuse me, I need to get out of this car. So I can go on my date with Louis." Bella said with demand behind her voice.

"No, you aren't going anywhere. I want to get married, and Bella, you and I are going to get married." I said while kissing the side of her neck and working my way down her collarbone.

"NO, I AM NOT  GONNA f**k YOU OR MARRY YOU," she shouts. 

I thought to myself, what the f**k have I done. She usually does what I always say or trick her into doing.

She is glaring at me. I better do something quick.

"What can I do to get you back, baby ?" I pleaded.

"Nothing, because you will never get me back. You mess up, so now I will move on without you or that f*****g backstabbing hussy you will marry, by the way. Try you, cousin Jerry. You were not the only man she was messing with. She f****d him daily." she said while smirking towards me.

I thought, damn that f*****g slut Jamie. Well, I am not marrying her. I want my Bella back.

I look at Bella Rose, and then  I am shocked by what I heard.

All I can do now is say out loud.

"THAT f*****g b***h, SHE TOLD ME SHE IS PREGNANT WITH MY CHILD?" I Said slowly while yelling it.

"EWW, You were f*****g me while f*****g her without protection? Bella Shouts out with Command. that is just f*****g gross."

I thought, oh s**t. Why did I say that out loud? Now I never have a second chance.

"Baby, let me explain, okay," I begged her to listen to me.

"No, I thought you would be smart to at least use protection with her. But damn, it showed me that you don't f*****g ever loved me." Bella says while crying in her hands.

Ooh, f**k.

I wouldn't say I liked it when I see women cry.

Wait until I get my hands on either Jamie or Jerry. I am going to make sure they never make a fool out of me again.

I looked down, and I hear Bella sleeping on my chest.

I bent down and kiss her head.

"I love you. You are and always will be my first love," I whispered into her hair.

I lay my head on her head and fall asleep because my driver is taking us somewhere for a long drive. I am taking her very far a long drive.