SEBASTIAN Ever since I got Disney's text last night about wanting us to talk in the morning, I had been very anxious. I may have texted her back that I would be waiting for her but what she did not know was that I hadn't slept a wink since then. I kept thinking about what she was going to say. Would she reject me? I didn't like the fact that I blurted out my feelings at such a time. The timing had been wrong. She had just gotten engaged, even if it wasn't real. A crazy girl had made an attempt on her life, her own flesh and blood had betrayed her, and to top it all, someone had taken advantage of her and she had no idea that it was me. What I should have done was tell her the truth and be a good friend as much as possible. I should not have blurted out my feelings for her when she had