SEBASTIAN I didn't understand why my heart was beating so fast. I had faced death many times but my heart never raced so uncontrollably. Was this what they called love? Before meeting Disney, Ashton was the only person in the world I cared about. Even the most beautiful women made no difference to me. However, seeing Disney tear up made my heart feel hurt. I didn't realize when I wiped her tears and pulled her into my arms. It felt like the most natural thing to do. Holding her so close to me and listening to her heartbeats made my heart flutter. It was silly, especially given the moment but I couldn't help myself. We stayed that way in silence until she finally pulled away. She seemed surprised by what had just happened while I felt a little embarrassed. I could not let myself get d