||*KEIZER*||
I don't quite understand what is happening, why she chose to step out or even think to comfort me. None of what is happening right makes sense, or why I wasn't pushing her away.
Why did I hug her back, why didn't I push her away? I want to pretend as if I don't have the answer to these questions but, I do. It felt right, even if the rational part of me was preaching to push her away, there was this part of me that felt it right. Like her embrace is where I need to be, where I have to be.
For the first time in so many years, I felt comfort, genuine comfort different from the type I get from Tane and Dextra when they sympathize with me. I didn't intend for tears to come out, but I couldn't stop it either, every word, every sentence brought back memories of her. Of the time
