Blake They say 'You only know how much you love something when you lose it' I don't know who 'they' are but they're right. I mindlinked the pack doctor as soon as I arrived and put Maia on one of the infirmary beds. I have never been this worried before in my life. Her skin had turned to an even shader of snow white and her heart was beating a slower rate than normal. Her breathing was unlike I've never heard before. It was fast, loud and deep as if not enough oxygen was passing through her lungs. "I need help!Where the hell is a pack doctor?!?" I screamed. Finally after what seemed like forever the pack doctor along with some other of his staff came. As he looked at my mate his eyes widened and I knew that I could loose her any second. "I need the surgery room empty right now!" He o