Chapter 3 Sarah Wentworth found her husband lingering near the refrigerator, door open, staring inside. “Have you found it yet?” Sarah asked. “Found what?” said James. “Whatever it is you’re looking for.” James shut the refrigerator. “I don’t know what I’m looking for. Perhaps I’m looking for Grace’s lost youth, and Johnny’s for that matter.” “I don’t think you’ll find that in the refrigerator.” “I want our children to be young again, Sarah.” “You know better than anyone how time marches on.” “So I do.” James made his way into the dining room, pulled out a chair, and sat at the table that seemed empty with their two children gone. He reached for Sarah as she sat close to him. “I think I’m so used to searching for something. For so many years I was searching for something. For some