Emily I sped through that loose gravel road with a smile on my face. Though I was still emotional. Don't know why I've been a wreck lately, but I feel overwhelmed most of the time. Ty has to no choice but to learn to deal with it, of course. He's everything to me; I love how he makes me laugh, he makes me feel good, and protected. I look forward to him coming home every day if that makes sense. My days are good, I do a lot, besides helping Miss Tammy clean. I love spending time in the herb garden and raised beds he set up for me. Growing my own herbs is relaxing to me, and they make my meditation oil making so much better. God, what was I thinking? Wes is right... I can't just give up on us. I have to fight for him, for us. I don't know what I was thinking running off like that. I tri