I left and went to see Hawk, we spoke, and I spent some time in his garage. It’s an excuse to hide away, something tells me when I return home tonight Raven will be gone. I know she is leaving Something tells me none of us will survive if she leaves, and as much as I want to shut my heart to her, it’s too late.
Why would I give in, I told Grayson not to, and then I f*****g did. I don’t want to go back, she changed us all for good, and we will fall down when she walks.
“Hiding away won’t work.” I laugh and look at Diesel. “You realise whatever you are running from, if it happens you still feel the exact same, if not worse because it happened while you were hiding.”
“I’m not hiding Diesel, I’m simply having a break.” Even I know that is bullshit. I want to hold her, refuse to let her go.
