Ruined By You

Chapter 4 - Go Away

Amber's POV

Another tear escapes my eye as I think about myself. Well , thinking from a logical point myself doesn't only consist of me know , I also have my innocent baby about whom its dad still doesn't know. 

Its been two days since he rejected me while I was fighting between death and life , he just gave me another reason to die but my baby kept forcing me to live. 

He didn't see me after the rejection but I kept feeling the pain of being cheated , even though mom warned him not to do it because of my critical condition he didn't stop. The physical pain of being cheated is nothing in front of the emotional pain I get every time I feel him having s*x with someone else. 

Alex rubs my back and wipes the tears off my face offering me a sad smile. I am sitting in the back seat on Alex while Jack is driving the car , I got discharged today and we're heading to home. 

Jack avoided touching me after Erik's blind accusation on our pure relationship , I know he is doing this so that no one taunts me more but it really breaks me to see that I'm losing all my loved ones. 

" Amy , we're here." Alex whispers breaking my train of thoughts. 

I look up and see we're in front of the pack house , I nod at him and he gets off and helps me out. He supports me by side hugging me and I let all my weight go on him as my body didn't had an ounce of energy. 

We entered the pack house but it had more people than usual , a few lawyers and members of the council were the along with all our family members but this time it is something different . 

Instead of warmth and love , I see coldness and hatred in their eyes. I look up to find someone that isn't hating me at this moment but I don't find anyone love in anyone's eyes , only and only hatred. 

A loud noise comes from the conference room and Erik , mom , dad , father , mother and a council member walk out with scowls on their face. Erik stops suddenly seeing me here but maintains his composure and gives me a wicked smirk. 

" Attention please , I have an announcement to make and remember this well that I'm not asking for opinion , I'm telling you all this and I need it to be implemented." His loud voice echoes in the room. 

I clutch on Alex's hand more tightly not knowing what he is planning next. He already beat me , raped me , rejected and broke me beyond repair , what was left to do now ? 

" I , Erik Hemsworth Alpha of Dark Moon pack banish Amber Hemsworth from Dark Moon pack. She has time till eight am tomorrow to leave and if she is seen in the pack lands after the given time , she will be considered a rogue and will be attacked as we do with other rogues. " he says reading from the paper. 

My eyes go wide and loud gasps fill in the room . Set of new fresh tears sting into my eyes and I look at him with a pleading look but he just smirks at me. I'm being considered a rogue now. How will I protect my baby if I'm already considered a rogue ? 

From a Luna , I'm a rogue now , a rogue whom anyone can kill easily. A rogue who doesn't have any loved one or any protection from scary monsters like Jace. 

" I'm really thoughtful of you , I'm letting you stay here till eight tomorrow so that you can have a one last f**k with everyone whom you warmed beds with behind my back. My people also have right to get the last time service from the biggest whore." he smirks but my heart was burning in pain. His words felt like charcoal on my heart , he is not the Erik I ever loved. 

" Do you have anything to say Lun- I mean Amber Hemsworth ?" the council member asks but I look at the floor with blank eyes. 

" Till yesterday , I thought I lost you but now I realized that you were never really there." My voice was thick and broken. I looked up and saw his expressions changing. 

" I wish you were in my place just to let you know that how I feel but the truth is I won't ever curse my biggest enemy to have a life like this." My voice is laced in pain as tears started flowing uncontrollably . 

" Don't play your victim card here you b***h. You are a w***e who slept around." My sister in law , Sally shouted. 

" Yes a whore." someone said. 

" A slut."

" A whore." 

" Bitch."

I hide myself in Alex's chest trying to avoid the abusive words from the people I once called family. 

" Stop it. You've all gone mad. Amber won't ever do something like this." Jack screamed making the noises die out.

" Who knows maybe she also f****d Jack ?" A pack member said with venom dripping from her voice. 

" Enough." Alex roars , his voice was so loud that it even made me flinch.

" Not only Jack but I think she has also f****d Alex. She's a slut and can spread her legs for anyone." my bestfriend , Nala screamed. 

Loud gasps were heard in the room as I looked at her in total disbelief but soon everyone started agreeing with her. 

" Yes she used to stay in those twos room for hours and sometimes slept in their room too." Our maid yelled.

 Yes it is true that I slept with them at nights sometimes when I felt lonely or not sleepy but it was always innocent and everyone knew about it but I never imagined anyone to take this idea from it.  I also stayed for hours in there rooms to help them in their work and this is what they're thinking. 

" Did you guys had threesome together ?" A pack member asked in horror. 

" Is she good in bed ?"

" Is she nice enough for two men together ?" 

Men started throwing disgusting questions at me but Erik's smirk didn't leave his face. Instead of roaring on him , he just stood there being unaffected. 

" Shut it." Jack screamed.

" Does she like it hard ?" 

" Alpha gave us permission now ?"

" One more word and I'll kill you." Alex roared. 

" I'm taking her to my bed." 

" She looks like a good fuck." 

I covered my mouth with my hand and started running out of the house. I can't believe it that this is what people really thought of me , no one believed me. Men were looking at me like a piece of meat and my own husband was standing here calmly. 

" Amber ." Erik's voice comes deep and loud. 

With a trembling body , I turnaround nd look back in the hall . Everyone is looking at me quietly yet I can see their accusing gaze. Erik stands in front of them with my suitcase in his hand , he walks up to me placing the suitcase near my feet and holds my hand. 

The sparks start erupting on my hand which he is holding. Maybe he has realized his mistake , telling the truth if he asks me to go back with him after doing so much I will because I love him so much.

" Go and f**k anywhere you want b***h but never place your dirty feet in my lands again. " he mutters in a cold voice. 

" Go." he says again but I stay rooted at my place looking at him with wide eyes. 

" Go away." he yells and I run out of the house without even picking up my suitcase. 

I didn't know where I'm going but I kept running while crying on my bitter fate and with only one question. 

What was my fault ? 

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