-4- Everybody Knows
––––––––
You know when you’ve just given some guy a b*****b and then you have to take the subway right after and you feel like everybody knows?
So, that’s where I’m at right now. Just sitting here on this faux-fancy velvet red seat, smelling like c*m, and feeling so conspicuous I could hang myself. Sure I swallowed, but that’s never good enough. The scent doesn’t go away. It sticks to your hair, doesn’t it? And your skin. s*x is in my aura, gossiping with other passengers, telling strangers secrets that aren’t really true.
I’m not a total slut. And I’m not a w***e.
Shut up, aura! You wanna take this outside?
There’s a guy all in black standing by the doors. I know he’s looking at me while I pretend to read that subway ad about Why Can’t Street Kids Just Ge
