please Just Reject Me already

****wornging this chapter might be a trigger for some it has rape abuse *** I was at school in the hall way by the steps waiting for my bestfriend Ren to show up when I was pushed and all my books and papers went flying watch it I looked up and Gaven the football star and his friend's are standing there. Ren comes over watch it d**k.Oh look it's her girlfriend coming to pertickt her. Ren helps me pick up my stuff you ready ya we stand and head to are last class of the day we get there set down the teacher comes in and when the bell rings when eveone in and setting he passes are test back and im looking at mine I got a D im looking at it f**k a D I didn't get to study much because I was passed out for hours the night before the test and the night befor that night also.My dad is gonna kill me tonight I looked at Ren and I show her my papper she looks at it gives me a sad look after school me and Ren are walking to her car when I look over at gaven and them somthing hit me and I fall and hit my head on a car Ren like sh*t Ken's you ok? Ya I think so I put my hand to the back on my head and there's no blood thank God. We get in her car and she takes me home. You ok? Ya. Hey ya. If it gets bad I want you to call me and I'll pick you up. I look at her. Im for real. ok I will then she pulls up at my house I look at it and stared getting out I grab my bag and I head home and my dad setting in the living room and it smells like he's already been drinkging what are you doing home so late sorry never mind that get to making dinner yes sir I go to the kitchen and I get out stuff to make then he's like i need you to go pick up some chips and beer im having the guys over for cards I look at him he never has the guys over I don't like this then im like I can't get you beer im only 16. What did you say did you just tell me no? Im sorry sir it's it's im only 16 you have to be 21 he comes over grabs my hair pulls it you good for nothing girl God I can't waite tell tonight I'm gonna finly get rid of you sorry ass What? ya that's right b**ch your Gone I hated you ever since my wife came in that door with you after she found you on the porch what oh ya that's right your stupid a** is Abandoned baby that noone wanted then he stared hitting and kicking me tell I seen dark I passed out I hurd some yelling I started waking looks like she's a wake said a guy voice good it's late lets get this over with my dad well not my dad Dan came over grabed my hair who wants her first me said a guy What no no I'm trying to get away from him stop stop im I go to run out the door when he grabs my hair and dragged me to the living room he smakes me hard i feel and he picked me up put me on the couch and leaned in stared groping me and then he ripped my shirt stop stop i fighting him as much as i ca. to stop him and then was going for my bra I stared fighting him even more no stop I slap him b***h then he punched me I was seeing little dosts and i was about to pass out but i felt him pull my pants and my underwear down im fighting him come hold her while I fu** her no no stop dad im not your dad you slut then a different guy held my arms he stared r**ing me im yelling and still trying to fight him when I felt weird then I yelled because I was in pain in a different way my bowns stated braking what's going on they both said Dan what the hell is this then I yell out next thing I know I'm attacking them I killed the guy on top of me I grabed his head and bit his throat out i grabed the guy holding me and snaped his neck I get to my dad and he's like please don't do this I'm sorry then I killed him I hit him tell he was dead then ripped his throat im looking at the body's and I fell pain again and im laying nacked on the floor (you need to get up) who said that (it's me im your wolf) my what (this thing you just turned into your a werewolf )what (we can talk about this later you need to run) I need to grab my things (pack light we need to run) I go up I put on leggings and a long sleeve shirt and my shoes and I grab more clothes and my hidden phone it's charger and my mom's pitcher im looking around to see if I should grab anything else (we need to go)where? (Just run ill tell you when to stop go into the woods) I do and im running im not sure how long I've been running when she's like (ok lets take a brake and I'll answer anything) I stop and find a place to set. (Me)so im a werewolf ? yes (Me)how ? your real mom and dad are werewolf's. (Me)who are they? im not sure? (Me) where did I come from? you dont have to answer or talk to me back out loud say it in your mind that where I am. (Me) oh why was I in so much pain? You shifted for the first time iv always been with you but at 12a.m it was your birthday and you tured 17 so I got to come out . (Me)Do you have a name ? Yes my name Ember. (Me)That's a beautiful name. (Ember)Thank you but we need to get going again it's not safe I get up and start running again (we are getting close to a pack)said Embers so what dose that mean then it frunt of me was a gray wolf and next to it a brown one (to late) she said (there werewolf just do as they say and do what I say just stop tell them your name say I'm not hear to fight or anything) I do as she says then I put my hands up (there not the cops) said embers I don't care then they shift and there nacked a guy comes out from behind a tree gives them shorts who are you and why are you on are land (tell them you need help)I need help I um (say you need to speak to there Alpha) one guy looked blank then he said ok come with us. We walk and then get to a big gate we go in it and there's more men and woman and looking at me then we finly get to a building and we go it smells like blood and other things and get in one said what is this place (a dungeon) said Ember why am I. The Alpha well be with you soon. I stared freaking out there not gonna hurt me I was saying to my shelf (Me) Ember (Ember)your fine. (Me) are you sure? Then someone came in and he came closer and and closer she looked at him (tell him what had happened) do I tell him (yes everthing you finding out your a wolf.) I did he looked at me so why did you come to my pack my wolf told me to run and so I did she had me come here im not sure why. Then he unlocked the bars and opened them well come with me I go with him we go up some steps and he opens a door and it looks like we are in a big house now this is my pack.Pack? Oh right yes come im gonna get my Luna and she can help me with you we go to a office and he looks out of it staring off in space. (He's mind linking) said Ember what's mind linking? (it when you can talk to a person in your head like me and you kinda but it to his pack member.)Next the door opened in come a beautiful woman with a long summer dress on and she had her hair in a side brade she was so beautiful and he was so handsome she like what do we have hear that's when I see it a necklace I look at mine but it's not there your necklace where did you get it I said she grabed it why she gave me a look I have one that looks just like it well I didn't im not sure when I lost it but I have a pitcher I grab my phone turn it on it starts going crazy oh no Ren I for got to text her I found the pictures I was looking for look see she looks at it her eyes get big what's your name umm Kensley May Jackson but I just found out that my mom and dad weren't my real parents she looked at the Alpha guy. You don't know who your real parents are? No. Could you step out to the hall. I shake my head yes someone open the door this way I step out and when he shut it I tried to put my ear to the door the guy snickered. It's soundproof. Oh thanks then I sat down because I was hurting you ok no im not feeling good and I hurt its like my heart is braking and is on fire I yell out. the door opens whats going on? she sat down I asked her if she was OK she said no she hurt then said it was like her heart was braking and is on fire . let's take her to doc said the Alpha guy he picked me up I got scared im not gonna hurt you ok . I nod it hurts am I having a heart attack my heart is in pain no hunny I dont think so then we get to a different building how many buildings are there oh its hurting really really bad again we need the doc fast take her to room 4 he dose and then Im laying there the doctor showed up and it stoped its gone I said.Fu** said the Alpha I think it was her mate sleeping with a different werewolf im like what then Luna grabed my hand she's like we will talk to you and tell you how things work around hear and then we can work on other things ok? I look at her and shake my head yes then Alpha like doc can I talk to you out in the hall the Luna plays with my hair it's nice it's reminds me of when my mom did that then I reambered my mom not my mom I stared to cry what worng hunny when you played with my hair it reminded me of my mom then I reambered that she wosnt my mom hunny she well always be your mother she took you and cared for you she loved you I smiled ya. She did she was a good mom I just wish she didn't leave me with I stoped the doctor and Alpha came in the doctor gonna run some test on you because what happened and she gonna check you out Meadow could you stay yes I can. Alpha left the doctor hand me a gown can you change in to this and then we can start I go into the bathroom and all I want to do is shower and never come out I feel dirty in so many ways then I came out go a head and lay down can you put your feet up hear for me and I do and I gonna check you out then She made notes she took a few blood samples then im like what now we'll we are gonna test you for any sexule desase and in a few day or so we well have to test you again to see if your pregnant I looked at her ok thank you. Luna like go head change we have a room set up for you. You can shower change and rest then when your ready we can talk. I get up go to the bathroom change again after we left went back to the pack house and she took me to my room she's like im gonna send you some food in a few ok ok thank you welcome if you need me ill be with the Alpha you reamber where his office is? yes. She left I fund my stuff and un pack it and then I got in the bathroom they have all the stuff I need I stared the shower and let it get nice and hot I think I was in the shower for a hour tell my skin was red and raw from me scrubing my skin I still felt dirty I got out and I was in a rob and my hair in a towel I took a few bits and then I layed down I looked for my phone it's not with my stuff i feel a sleep crying and then after a few hours there was a nock on the door I shoot out of bed scared then I reambered where I was I open the door hey hunny hey Luna I just wanted to check in and see how you are and tell you lunch is in a few minutes im good I feel better and I'll be down in a few she told be where to go. I get dressed and I packed pretty much leggings and over sized shirts then I put on socks I brushed my hair and I left I had a hard time finding the hall then I ran into someone Ren I huged her waite what are you doing hear she huged me and I lost it I stared to crying we sat and she held me while I cried Alpha and Luna came over oh hunny your ok your safe thing's are gonna get better for you I promise how my life was a lie I don't know anything everthing so missed up I I then it was dark.