So what do I do? Youre young. You go on with your life. Go to college, decide on a career and make a lot of money. You screw as many women as you can and enjoy life to the fullest. If your own self-bondage and self-inflicted pain doesnt satisfy you, then start your search. Maybe you can use Jimmys technique. Fat, ugly women are desperate. Some of them will do anything to have a boy friend. Make them a queen and youll probably have a mistress to dominate you and whip you. I suppose being the slave to a woman like that can be just another form of self-abuse. But how do I know if this is what I really want? Give me your phone number and let me out on the corner of Blake and Kenworth. But what about me? I rescued you. What about my fantasy? Maybe I can have someone call y