For The Love of Destiny (Its Not Love, Its Just s*x Sequel)

Cath's point of view 'Are you ready?' Johnny asked walking in to my hospital room. I looked up at him and smiled. 'Yeah, I'm ready, the nurse already gave me the discharge forms so, as long as you brought the car seat for Pandora, we are all set to go home'. I told him. He held up the car seat and put it on the bed. 'Got it'. 'Good. Can you put her in while I pop to the bathroom?' He nodded and walked over to the see though baby cot where my daughter... Our daughter(?) was fast asleep. She was such a good baby. She slept through the night pretty much already which im told is good... But not common thing, and she only cried when she was hungry. All in all, for a 5-day old baby, she was great! I decided to stay in the hospital a couple of days longer than originally planned. I just.. Suddenly became overwhelmed with everything going on and felt like I needed a few extra days just get myself settled on every thing. I had faith in myself that I was going to be a good mother, even though I'm young, and I had faith that Johnny would be a great help to us as well. Of course, I wasn't just expecting him to do things, but he had told me he wanted to be involved as possible... ...and luckily, no one had brought up the whole DNA test thing yet. It will be done, soon. But, It was just another thing that was over whelming me and hiding in the hospital for a couple of days just gave me time to relax with out worrying too much. Amber visited every day, so did the guys, and none of them made any comments about Pandora other than what an adorable baby she was. I walked in to the bath room and carefully sat down on the toilet. I grabbed some paper and put it between my legs. I had picked up a few tricks. Pressing some toilet roll against myself... Down there, sort of shielded my stitches from my pee. I had yet to be for anything more than a pee. I had about 20 stitches following Pandora's birth, so i was f*****g terrified some thing bad would happen.. So.. I refused to go to the toilet unless I needed too... I also learned to drink nothing but water was sooooo much better too, as it seriously diluted my pee... and luckily now, even though it was uncomfortable, It didn't hurt to go when needed now. I did my business, washed my hands and headed back to the room. I smiled when i walked in, seeing JOhnny sat on the bed, with Pandora, now awake in her car seat. He hadn't realised I had come back, So, i just listened to him for a minute or two, talking her; 'You are so lucky, you know that? You are so unbelievably loved, and you have the most amazing mummy in the world'. Aww, that is cute! I carried on listening until he saw me and stopped. He looked away, and I could tell he was embarrassed. 'You're adorable'. I told him honestly. He just laughed it off and stood up. 'RIght, you ready to get us home?' He nodded again and picked up the car seat, I grabbed my suitcase and we left... We have had the typical discussion on where me and Pandora would be living full term and had both agreed we would eventually move out, some where close though, but for now, we were going to stay with Johnny. 'Did you manage to get those last few bits for the nursery?' i randomly asked as I climbed in to the car. Johnny finished buckling Panda in and climbed in to the driver's seat. The nursery was done already, it had been for weeks if not months, but to keep himself busy while we were in the hospital, he had done a bit more shopping and picked up some extra bits. Hey, whatever kept him sane, I suppose... 'Yeah, it's all ready for her' I nodded. 'Hey, look, it's meant to be a surprise, but Amber and the guys are waiting at home for us'. I just looked at him with a ''really?'' expression. 'I told them you'd want to rest and not have to entertain company, but I was just told to shut up, Sorry'. 'It's ok. I understand. Thanks for the head up'. The rest of the car trip was in silence because when I looked back, Pandora was, once again, fast asleep. We wanted her to sleep a little so that when we got back, she wouldn't be cranky as no doubt, every one will want cuddles with her. It's so sweet. She's so loved. I couldn't ask for a better family for her. Johnny decided to take us for a little drive instead of just going straight back to the house. It was nice. I was happy that things with Johnny weren't... awkward. I was worried after Panda was born they would be.. Given our history and the fact that well.. We aren't a couple any more, I just thought it would be.. Just weird.. But it wasn't. He was really chilled about the whole thing and so was I. ** We pulled up on the drive way and I got out. I walked around to get Pandora, but Johnny took her off me, telling me that he could handle her, and the bags and told me to just go inside. It was sweet of him, but I wasn't in need of the help. I hope he doesn't treat me like I was made of glass for too long. I just want things to get back to normal. Walking in, I was instantly greeted by our friends. I couldn't help but smile. There were balloons and ''congratulations'' banners. 'Aww you guys!'. Amber came rushing over and wrapped me in a tight hug. Through the hug, her stomach kicked me, and we both laughed. 'Clearly some one is happy Aunty Cath and Cousin Pandora are home too'. We laughed again and I patted her stomach softly. Jeremy came over and gave me a quick, awkward hug followed by Ollie. As soon as Johnny walked in carrying Pandora, every ones attention went to her, which was fine, It gave me chance to go and sit down. As soon as my butt touched the seat, I let out a groan of relief, it didn't hurt but it was just very welcome. I just sat and watched as every one fussed over my new born daughter. I knew they loved her, but actually seeing them show her love was some thing else.. Especially given the situation. Eventually, every one made their way in to the front room and sat down with me. Amber asked if she could have cuddles, which, of course, was fine. She carefully picked the baby up out of her car seat and wrapped her in her arms. She's going to make a great mum. Not long for her to go now! I just sat and watched my friends for a while all coo over the baby and talk amongst themselves until my eyelids suddenly started to feel heavy and before I knew it, sleep took over...