We spent the next couple of days doing everything together. Herdley was very flirtatious and needy, whereas Sylvanus was caring but quite powerful and authoritative. I often wondered what they’d both be like in bed. We had slept together in the same bed. Nothing s****l happened, even though we all wanted it to. We knew it was for the best.
We all cried when I was dropped off at the airport. We didn’t want to be apart. When I boarded the plane I felt like my heart had been pulled out of my chest and stamped on. We’d arranged to meet up near my home in one week where I would announce my decision on what I wanted to choose.
I had a lot of decision-making to do and needed to do that on my own. It was hard to think when around them both. All I wanted to do was be with them and it was so muc
