Once I felt calmer, we decided it was time to visit Herd. Both Syl and Elena came in with me at first as they were worried about how it could affect me. The emotions I felt had originally turned me into a wolf. They were worried about what it could trigger.
As soon as I saw him I ran over to him and cried on his chest. He was still lifeless but most of the blood had been cleaned off. I remember the smell of blood and seeing him completely covered. I remember the pain I felt. It felt like a knife to the heart.
It still hurt. I was traumatised by the whole experience. I asked the probability of him surviving and they just kept telling me he was going to make it. He didn’t look like someone who was going to make it. Still lifeless. If they were so sure then wouldn’t they have a probabilit
