[THURSDAY MORNING] JAKE's POV Everything is already packed and we are ready to go, but I am still here in my room, standing in front of the tall mirror, staring at myself. Just a few minutes to go and we will leave the country. But, damn! I don't want to leave. My friends didn’t know that I was leaving today. I turn off my phone so they can't call me. For sure, they are contacting me right now since, at this rate of the time, I am not in college yet. As much as I wanted to tell them about this, I couldn’t. I still don't know how to tell them this. They might laugh at me. Also, Elle didn't know this either. I also don’t know how to tell her this. I'm afraid. Tch. I still have a plan to confess how I feel for her, but because of what happened, I can't do that yet. Annoying! Just the