EMILY I can't freaking sleep. I just can't stop obsessing over Dr. Greene, and excuse my language, but f**k this feeling. I've tried every position in bed, but my racing thoughts just don't agree with any of them. All I see behind my closed eyes are his mesmerizing eyes that completely consume me. Just what the heck is happening to me? I've never been like this about any guy before. Hell, I even questioned if I might be a lesbian at one point! But the thing is… I've never been attracted to any woman, and I don't see that changing anytime soon. Do you know what's really messing with my brain cells? His freaking invitation. I have his phone number saved in my phone as "Mr. Cranky." I've looked at it multiple times but don't have the guts to call him for real. What kind of photoshoot is