Wyatt
I can't explain how utterly helpless I feel right now. It is as if the ground is crumbling beneath me. She wants us to SPLIT UP? When all I want is to be by her side... maybe she doesn't feel the same as I do. Maybe I shouldn't even be feeling as I do about her. I know right now, I sure wish I didn't.
It's all of life's disappointments crashing down all around me all over again.
Dumbass!
Yeah, yeah... I know I am. There is a reason I don't allow myself to get attached to people anymore. There is a reason why I cling to my rage as my safety net. It protects me... From s**t like this.
I wait in silence for her response. She is just staring at me, at a loss for words.
"Look, Maddy," I finally break the silence. "I have a proposition for you. Why don't you get to k
