Jordan Things have been intense since I moved back in with my dad. River was breathtaking every time I saw her. Then there was when I kept hearing her moaning in her sleep when I saw her naked, and now that we have slept together. I felt so sh.itty taking advantage of her last night. Rather than having her feeling guilty, I decided to make it look like I was never there. I’ve been gone for years. Dad and I had gotten into a big fight over River years ago. He saw how I looked at her and he didn’t like it. He said that she’s my stepsister, and that’s it. We can never be anything more. I was trying so hard to keep my mind busy. Ashley was a welcoming distraction. Guilt was eating at me. I didn’t find Ashley attractive, but I thought maybe we could spend time together, so I wasn’t deali