I was standing outside Jared’s company building contemplating if I was doing the right thing by returning after that ridiculous but delightful morning I had yesterday. I had phone s*x with my boss after I handed in my resignation and now, I was back here because as stubborn as Jared was—so, was I. I needed this place to keep me from losing my mind and grip. Maybe I needed Jared as well. In the wake of standing outside looking like a moron, I decided to finally go inside and pretend to be the same boring-looking girl I’ve been for five years. I held my head and shoulders high as I joined my colleagues in the elevator. I was fully aware of what they have been saying behind my back and how they called me lonesome. The worst I’ve ever heard them say about me is how I was sucking Jared’s c**k