I woke up the next morning as the sun started to rise in the sky. I was still in my room, still in the same dress, in the same spot on my bed. Astrid was behind me with her arm wrapped around me. Ryu apparently had come at some point while I was asleep. He was lying in front of me on his back with me tucked into his side. Astrid and I were using his arm as a pillow.
I was surprised at how numb I was feeling. I feel like I should be devastated. I should be crying my eyes out still. Hell, I should be slitting Danica's throat, and making Cad watch.
Maybe I should do that anyway.
Still, I can't figure out why I just don't feel anything. Maybe this is normal. I mean, for me, it could be. Maybe this is my body and my subconscious way of preparing me for how the rest of my life is going to be.
