Jamie’s POV I step out of the bathroom after showering really fast to find Cameron lying on my bed watching videos on his phone. I’m instantly aware that I’m in nothing but a big t-shirt and underwear with my unmated Alpha close by. This might be tempting fate a little too much, but this is what’s comfortable for me so oh well. He gets up as soon as he sees me in the bathroom doorway. I’m afraid that if he makes a move and starts kissing me that I’ll give in to him and then everything will be screwed. Including me. He steps closer to me, “if you're not ready to mate all you have to do is say so.” I let out a big sigh closing my eyes. That’s a relief that he understands I'm not ready to mate, but I feel the heaviness of what I’m about to discuss with him. I’ve shared so mu