Sarah's declaration stunned me for a moment and she did not look like she was acting at all. Her cries really had sounded sad, and it was clear that she was absolutely devastated. Seeing Sarah in this state filled me with great discomfort, but I could not come to terms with what I had seen earlier. I only looked at her in silence then sat myself on the bed and waited for my wife to give me a, hopefully satisfactory, explanation. Seeing me sitting calmly on the bed, Sarah gave me a bitter and pained smile. The look of her smile under a completely smeared makeup and face full of tears and snot made her look absolutely pitiful. She wiped the tears off her face and sat beside me before starting, "Honey, it's not what you think…." The sizable room fell into immediate silence with only the sou