The man of my dreams

Chapter 6

I don't know what I am gonna do. I need to get all of this out of my system... All this is too much... With whom should I talk to? No, I can't talk to anyone. What will I say? I guess that this fictional character was me in my past life? They would be like, 'girl, you are studying too much' or 'you should visit a psychiatrist...'

Only one girl can understand me... Aadhya. I quickly message her:

K: I am going to give you my first update now.

What the hell! I wanted to type that whatever I said was a lie. What is happening with me? I want to cry now... I open my memo and start writing the prologue. I have to give her something now. Ugh... I don't know why but when my fingers touch the screen, they again start to dance and I get a perfect chapter. I wanted to write a prologue but my fingers won't allow me. The first chapter is about how Tanya feels about the entire Ritvik matter, how she can't love anyone again. It was perfect, for me. I don't know about others and I don't care but I could feel her exact emotions while reading the chapter...

I quickly send her the update by copying it and pasting it on i********:. She is really happy with the update and tells me that she is sorry to include me in her mess. I assure her that I am fine and she doesn't have to worry about me... I am fine as long as she is fine.

I look at my fingers and stare at them, trying to find out what is happening with them but I need to type more so that I get to know what really happened. I tried to type but couldn't, like my fingers are asleep. Hell, I couldn't even think about the words to write the chapter...

I sigh and lean back on my bed, trying to get some rest. It is 5 AM now and I have college tomorrow. Wait! It's 5 AM already? And what is Aadhya doing now, awake? She should sleep. She already gets those dreams. I don't want her health to suffer because of all this...

I quickly message her to sleep and like a spoilt brat she is, she whines and complains about how she knows when to sleep and when not to. I agree that she is elder than me but I am more mature than her. I threaten her that if she doesn't sleep in five minutes, I will not talk to her for a month. The moment she reads the message, she is offline.

Oh God! What will I do with my spoilt brat? I understand how it feels to see a man raping a woman when we are asleep but she is getting those dreams when she was only 6 years old! I believe that she will be an insomniac child, almost like me, rarely sleeping and not eating... But no, I can't control my eating. I eat like a pig but anyways...

I don't know if she takes care of herself and then, I suddenly know what to do... I don't care about myself. What I care about is her, not me... I got a new mission in my life... educating Aadhya about mature things. I know how it feels when someone touches you but you don't know what is happening with you. I don't want that to happen to my spoilt brat. So, it will be best if I pay my entire attention on her and tell her about things of the s****l world, or mostly reproduction. God! Now, I have to become a biology teacher! But anything for Aadhya, anything for my spoilt brat.