|Geoff| “Thanks, Tam... for being here with me,” I finally said to break the silence that is covering between us. “I am sorry that I am having this drama breakdown in front of you. So embarrassing,” I laughed awkwardly. “I’ll just go to the restroom first,” I let Tammy know and then went straight inside the men’s toilet. I could not look Tammy straight in the eyes. I really felt embarrassed of myself. I tried everything that day to forget the things that reminded me of Audrey but I could not help but to think of her even in small things. Especially now that it is still not erased in my memory that today is Audrey's birthday. Fuck. It’s really her birthday today. I went straight to the sink and turned on the faucet. The flow of the water was strong. I did not wait any long